Losing them and finding her.

Chapter 11

-Em's POV-

"I was really worried. You didn't answer my texts or calls." I said pulling him into another hug.

"Sorry."

Sorry? that's what he said? i'm his girlfriend for god's sake. Is he regretting it? Does he want to break up?

A million questions ran into my mind.

"Are you regretting this whole thing? Me being your girlfriend and stuff?"

He looked at me with his deep ocean blue eyes. Gosh was he sexy.

"No, Emily. No. Don't leave me. I've lost enough already. You're the only thing i have left. The only person who makes me smile, just by looking at your pictures or remembering our memories. Please don't leave me. Please." He begged.

"I'm not Mike. I never will. I love so much to do that."

We were in front of Andy's grave sitting on the grass.

"I'll go get water from the car cause i'm thirsty." He said.

"I'll wait here for you."

Mike stands up. I kept looking at him till he disappeared. I really wanted to talk to my Andy. My second father. My angel guardian.

"Uncle Andy. Hey. It's me, Em. We all miss you here. We miss you both. Life's crap without you. It has no taste. Nothing. I feel nothing. Just emptiness. A constant feeling of numbness. I really want to stay strong for Mike. I don't want to break down in front of him. I just want to please him. I want the old Mike back. My Mike. Our Mike. I want him to be happy. I'd do anything for that. You have no idea. I have unconditional love for him. Endless love. I try to look at the bright side. I know you can here me right now and that you are watching above us. You're my angle, now. And Tommy i miss you more than anything brother. I promise i'll take good care of your brother. Yeah. I know that you are in a better place now and that you are playing and enjoying yourself. Rest in peace you two. Have fun in heaven. i'll never forget you both."

I didn't notice the tears streaming down my face.

I blew my nose and kissed the tombstone.

"Ready to go?" i asked Mike cause i could see his shadow behind me.

"Yeah."

-one week later-

Days aren't days anymore. They just pass by. They say you get better day by day. But no. I can't get over this.

I started cutting again. And by again i mean that i used to cut all the time. I was diagnosed with depression since a year ago. I've always had problems. I lost an important person. I lost my crush. I told him that i liked him and everything got really bad. We barley even talk. Then my granddad passed away and it was a shock. I couldn't take it anymore. I started cutting and smoking. My grades starting sinking and i started failing in almost everything. I couldn't think. I couldn't do anything but cry, cut myself and smoke. i started getting better and recovering and then i lost them.

It made it 363826 times worse.

I can't take it anymore.

I know that Mike is an A+ student so i'm trying so hard to get better marks just to please him.

My phone rang and it distracted my thoughts.

"Sunshine!" i shouted.

"Hey baby. i miss you."

"I miss you more."

"Wanna come over and hang out?"

"Yeah sure. Give me 10"

"Bye!"

"Bye."

I put on my blue denim shorts since it was hot and a tshirt that says 'Dork' on it with my half-boot purple converse.

"Mom!"

"I'm going to Mike's."

"Yeah. Have fun. Bye."

"Bye."

I was getting my bike from the garage then i found my long lost skateboard. Mike bought me that skateboard on my 10th birthday. It was still in good condition though. Instead of talking my bike i went with the skateboard. I put on my helmet and got ready.

-Mike's POV-

She'll be here in ten. I got ready and put on cologne.

My phone rang that must be her. No it's James. Shit.

"Hey bro!" i answered.

"Hi."

......

"What are you doing tonight?"

"Just chilling with Emily at home."

"Mike. I told you she's mine. I told you not to come near her."

"You don't even know her. You just saw her picture. And she wants me. Not you."

"I'll make you sorry for that.i get whatever i want. "

-James POV-

I hung up with him. I want her. And i get whatever i want.

DELILAHHH!!

I called her.

"Hey del! sup?"

"Nothing much."

"You know that emily girl?"

"The bitch, Mike's dating?"

"Yeah."

We talked and made a plan. We wanted them to get into a fight and i'll be her new loving friend and kidnap her. 😏

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