your problemly wondering what caused me to do what I did your probleming what seeced my death. First lets define death. death is reliving why and what happened before you caused me to take my life. So lets go back to August 21 2017-
"hey are you going to this party this weeke-"
This is josh. josh is your average, all American football jock. I pretty sure he probally had sex with almost every girl in the whole high school community. except me.
"weekend. I hear it is going to be lit," said Josh. "Yea, bro. I know we are going to get laid and drunk, dude. Do you know Sarah Martinez? I hear she's up for dibs." said Mark, a close friend of Josh.
As they walk to the next class that awaits them, they pass me. Not really knowing the basis of their conversation I simply smile and continue along my way.
I quickly sat by my friend Meagan.
"were you going to go to that party at Adams house" Meagan asked
I quickly turned at Meagan giving her the nastiest look I could.
Hestitating to answer her " IDK"
As soon as the tardy bell rings i took out all my books and started to write.
I was egnoring Meagan cause she knew i didn't like mark or josh so I blocked her out of my head when she tried to call my name.
As soon as the bell rang i quickly dismissed my self not wanting Meagan to catch up to me.
"hey Sarah" someone called my name
"Sarah" I hear my name again
I finally turned around to see josh right in front of me.
"what do you want ?" I said obnoxiously
"I just wanted to talk" He replied
"About what" I said even ruder
" Damn what's with the attitude" He replied
"Bye josh" I said
I decided not to go to 6th period cause Meagan is in there and I knew she was going to bring up what happened in 5th period.
As I quickly ran across Mr. Gonzales room I headed to the bathroom.
Meagan was in there.
I tried to escape but she screamed my name to fast
"SARAH!" Meagan screamed
I slowly turned around to see her putting on mascara looking in to the mirror.
"what are you doing in here" she asked me
"I was going to the bathroom" I replied
"ohh" she replied
She continued "I didn't mean to piss you off in 5th period"
I tried to sound confused "you pissed me off ? when?"
She replied " when I asked if you were going to Adams party"
"its fine you must of have forgot" I said
"Forgot. Forgot about what?" she replied
"You seriously forgot about what happened with me and josh?" I said curiously
"I'm sorry. I don't remember." She replied back
"It is okay" I replied back
As I tried to exit the room she quickly catched my left hand and pulled me back
"OW" I screamed
"Sorry" She said softly
"Its fine" I said in a sweet tone
"umm. can you, you know tell me about what happened between you and josh" she said curiously
"I'm sorry if you don't remember I cant tell you" I replied
As soon as I finished talking I left the bathroom.
I stepped out the bathroom and the bell ranged.
I didn't want to go to the office to get a tardy pass so I snuck back into the bathroom hoping that Meagan wouldn't see me.
false mission she caught me. As soon as my feet touched the ground she called my name.
"Hey your back. Why so early?" she asked
"i didn't want to go to the office to get a pass" I replied
"ohh" she said back
I knew she wanted to me to tell her about what had happened between me and josh. but I couldn't tell her. She swore to always remember that's why I'm so made at her.
I frantically went in to the bathroom stall not saying anything.
I just sat there. waiting for the bell to ring.
45 minutes later
The bell finally ranged.
I rushed out to bump josh right in his head.
We both feel to the ground in pain.
" Watch out you stupid bitc-" he lowed his voice when he saw it was me
" You want to repeat that" I said
" Nah baby girl" he said
Giving me a cute grin
"I'm not your baby girl you stupid fuck boy" I said
"You weren't saying that when I had you laid" he replied
"We didn't have sex you raped me" I said in a hateful voice
"It wasn't rape if you like it" he said trying to be sexy
"Bye josh" as I picked my self up from on top of him
We both groan as we try to help each other up
"Thanks" we both say
As we both went different ways I realized he put something in my pocket
I decided to throw it away cause I knew It would be unimportant.
As I threw away the piece of paper, I went upon my self to sit by my so called ex friend Meagan.
When I got my food I did didn't pay no mind that josh was staring me down.
As soon as I turned around to see if he was staring at me I got a text.
Josh:
(So is it a yes or no)
Me:
(What are you talking about josh)
Josh:
(You don't remember what I wrote you on the piece of paper)
Me:
(I never read it I just threw it away)
Josh:
(WHY DID YOU THROW IT AWAY???!!!)
