No... those aren't tears...

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I am honestly so sick of trying to be happy and it's like "you never check up on me." What the fuck do you mean? It's not ALL ABOUT YOU! Nobody ever checks up on me. Nobody asks me if I'm okay. Nobody gives a flying fuck about me when I'm upset. They just make it about themselves and never about me and honestly? I have HAD IT. I can never just really smile for real anymore. It's always a fake smile when deep down I'm heartbroken and nobody knows how I feel or understand what I'm going through. I'm tired of it and I'm tired of being ignored and treated like my feelings don't matter to anyone. And it frustrates me because I wish I had someone who legitmently cares about me. And this is ooa I'm talking about. I am tired of feeling so much pain. Nothing has been okay but nobody seems to see that there's in fact something wrong. Something that's upsetting me. But they say "it's not all about you." It has NEVER EVER been about me. It's NEVER about me. But I am DONE.

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