I've moved on *DISCONTINUED*

Now everyone knows...

I woke up to someone gently rubbing my back. I looked up and was kind of dissapointed that Abby was the one that woke me up and not Hope.

Abby saw the look in my face and said, "sorry goalkeepers had to go to the gym
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"It's fine." I slowly got up and went and got into a pair of spandex before I put on my shorts. So if my shorts ride up people won't see the hand marks.

I looked up at Abby. "What shirt should I wear?"

"The short-sleeve one should do fine. You don't have any brusies around there so you should be alright."

After I got dressesd we slowly descended down to the lobby to wait on the bus. I tried to act normal, but I couldn't. I felt as my mind was in a different world.

I ended up putting my headphones on for the rest of the bus ride.

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When I finally saw the stadium I felt so happy. I knew as soon as I was on the pitch all my worries would go away,  and I could be free.

We started stretching and then Jill sent us to jog around the field 3 times as a warm up.

My bruised ribs made it hard for me to breath, and my bruised legs made it hard for me to run. I pushed through it though. I knew I needed to run. Running helped me escape.

We finally got done doing our laps and Jill started having us do drills. It hurt so badly. Dawn tried to get me off the field a couple of times, but all I did was shrug her off and continue the drill.

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At the end we had a 11v11 drill, and I was excited. Instead of being in defense, Jill acutally put me as a forward.

It was all going good. My team was leading 2-1 with a minute left. We had time for one more chance at scoring. I saw a hole and ran. Tobin kicked the ball to me. I went to jump and head it in the goal. Before I knew my feet left the ground I was rolling on the ground holding my ribs.

Alex was right beside me lifting up my shirt before I could protest, and then all I heard was muttering from the whole team.

Becky was the first one to speak up. "Oh lord Kelley what happened to you?"

"N-nothing happened. Before y'all ask no it wasnt Hope. Something happened last night. I'm okay though I promise."

Becky looked at me like she was not having it. "That isn't the truth and you sure as hell know it Kell!"

I was fueled up by this time. My ribs hurt, my head is pounding, and my legs hurt. And before I knew it I was yelling. "Okay yeah I was fucking lying! You guys want to know the truth! Last night I was suppose to meet Allen, and he ended up attacking me. He beat me senseless. That is why my ribs are bruised! Oh and let me not forget. I have a black eye, and I have bruises of his hands on my thighs, where he gripped me so hard while he raped me! So there you guys go! I hope y'all are happy!"

I just left. I grabbed all of my shit and started walking. I started to playing my music when my phone went off.

Bad choice darling. I warned you..

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Sorry I have MIA. I'm back I hope y'all liked it.