I don't ever want to hear that I've disappointed you. And if/when I do, what could I do to be better? How could I grow and improve as a person? I feel bad, guilty, and ashamed...like a dog getting scolded after the owner found out what the dog had done. I don't want to let people down.
I also don't want to become obsolete to people prematurely. As in, we could have kept being friends, or cool, or on good terms...however you want to phrase it, I don't want it to end too soon. It just feels empty and corrupt otherwise. I don't want to be invisible.
What are some of your fears?
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Fears, Discomforts, and Others
RandomFears, discomforts, things that make me uneasy with a not-so-great-nor-deep explanation (and possible memories) as to why such things have a negative effect on me. (The titles are the general/similar topic of the story part. There are more stemmed o...