The answers still I am waiting for why?. The one whom you love most hurt you the most .I knew that all my trying and crying have no effect on her because she is far away in a both with my heart and locality .But still hope that one day she would understand what wrong she has done but till then I may or may not be there to see . It was mid of the year and we have just gone through our final examination but wait that's not the main thing .This was a time when some phenomenal changed my life what happened I can't explain but it effected a lot my first ever eye contact with her we were not yet friend . We still behaves like stranger . But that touch I have with her eyes only I could know it make me believe that her smile was the only reason I should live for later on we become good friends not so close but ya good . I was madely waited for this moment and now I think I have cross the first success over her heart but I was wrong the things I see on her eyes she never felt the same later on I knew that she have a crush on other boy whome she love most his name was Amit pandey .Ah what a shit after knowing this I lost all hopes to have her and on top of that I knew that she has just played with me her smile has a hidden game or else I was the fool who has taken it in that way . She never have any felling for me she only tride to be friendly that's it but all aside what about mine she has played well with my felling. that instant I saw nothing.expec her and ya I have made such impression that no one could even think of me . But what about bloody heart it decision are out of my thinking. I think I should give her a medal for this well played keep it up bitch swine sister. But was so helpless that I could not even complain for it . Then thinking for awhile I see no ways to argue then I thought of moving well broken heart are good for one . But still It seems that I still care for her ya that's different that I don't knew her well but she will never find someone like me ever in both way either good or worse .She was the only worship I have ever made but still I don't understand after moving so far why didn't I forget her . I am still searching for my answer did I still love her or just don't able to forgive her for this whatever it is again an again it comes on same ground,......Why,?
