The Fate's Spell

The Fate's Spell

Destiny. It was made for all, every person has different destiny. The ending of each and everyone lives are meant to happen if it's written in our heart. Even we refused in our destiny if it's meant to be, we can't do anything but to accept and face the reality.

Prologue.

"Mom, I have to tell you something." My sister said and wipes away her tears.

"Why are you crying, sweetie? Come on, tell me what's the matter." My mom said and tapped the chair beside of her for my sister.

"Mom, I did not reached the highest ranking in our class." My sister said and started to cry again. "I did my best but it wasn't all enough."

"Sshh sweetie, it's fine. You don't have to worry." Mom said and hugged my sister tight as if they don't care that I am here, right in front of them.

"Mom, I have to tell you something." I finally said it.

"What's the matter?" She said with her left brows raised.

"I'm the valedictorian of our batch." I said with a glimpse of happiness but suddenly fade away as she rolled her eyes and said the word that made my tears fall down to my cheeks.

"I don't care about you. You're so annoying." I left while my eyes are still crying.

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"I'm breaking up with you." The boy I love said. I can't contain my sadness. Until I found out myself bursting out in tears.

"Why you guys can't fucking feel that I am so down?! Why this earth is so unfair?! Why can't I just feel how was the feeling to be loved?! Why you all wanted to leave me.." I screamed out in pain. "If you guys don't want me anymore, then fine! I'm leaving this fucking world for your sake."

"I'm sorry.."

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The Fate's Spell [ Poetry ]

It was a day of gloomy
And my mind was still blurry
My heart was still in deep pain
Still crying while I'm walking in the rain

No one sees my tears
No one hears my screams
Whenever I cry everynight
I always look for the light

I can't understand my fate
Or did I realized it late
I just wanted to make my heart collide
From the missing pieces and I cried

I want to end up my pain
And stop shouting that I am slain
'Cause when I stood up in train
There's a drop of blood stain

She's my mom, she's my sister
But they just looked at me like a disaster
An annoying and nonsense girl
Whenever I look, their eyes were twirl

Just try to look at my dull eyes
You can't see that it's a great disguise
But you thought it's real
Why you all can't feel?

She's my bestfriend, he's my boyfriend
They are not there whenever I need a hand
Am I really a disappointment?
Or it was all the fate's meant

I kept my mouth shut
I don't want them to think that I'm a slut
All I want is to stay in their heart's slot
Because I can't understand my life's plot

I wanted to end up shits
While I took a glance on the slits
My arms are full of blood
Why can't I feel glad?

Does it really ends in tragic?
Whenever I took a glare on that lyric
My tears began to fall
I'm hoping that happiness is for all

I am now greeting my death
And happily taking my last breath
If I'll die would you still care?
Or you'll just take a glare

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Tittle: The Fate's Spell
Written by: Aki_Chann
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