As I was standing on the cement parking lot with my bandmate, watching Broken Castle's tour bus drive away, a feeling I didn't want to return suddenly found its way back to me.
Abandonment.
I blink and slowly turn to Tyler. He looks a bit more content than I was at the moment.
He recognizes me staring at the ground then up at him and turns his upper body towards me while his furrowing his eyebrows.
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"Wwwhat?" Tyler questions, dragging out the "W".
I sigh.
"I-I already miss her." I manage to stutter out.
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Tyler gives me a sad half smile and pats my shoulder.
-Your P.O.V-
I finally turn and face my band mates and band manager for the first time after looking out the window since we left the parking lot.
It was almost as if I could feel the distance grow between Josh and I. Not just physically.
I bite my lip.
I don't know why I'm like this.
How do I manage to always find myself dealing with such complex feelings? Am I that abnormal?
I close my eyes and try to vanish these bad thoughts surrounding me.
"Oh my goodness! Guys, guess what?!"
Josh.
"Hey...(Y/N)-" Grayson taps my shoulder.
"Huh?" I interupt him.
"Did you hear Victoria?" G asks as I see Karma and my sister both looking at me.
I make eye contact with all three of them before answering.
"Oh, n-no. Sorry. What's up?" I blink a couple times trying to snap myself back into reality.
"I said Collapse is number 40 on the iTunes albums chart! You literally TOPPED Blurryface!" Victoria laughs at her ridiculous pun.
