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clouded by the past

K: “Kylie, you wouldn’t believe where we just went this morning!”

Ky: “Oh my God, Kendall! When is the last time you called us?! It’s been month and a half!”

K: “I know, I’m sorry. I’ve been busy.”

Ky: “You can’t even send a text message! We’re dead worried you know!”

K: “I know, I’m really sorry.”

Ky: “What have you been up to? And when are you coming back?”

K: “I don’t know, I’m still loving it here. I love their ordinary and peaceful life they have here and not like I have back home.”

Sure I kind of missed it, the glitz and glam. Doing what I always wanted to do which is modeling. But you can’t change the fact that, being one of the KardashianJenner clan is always bits of the headlines. Makes us like a laughing livestock guinea pigs of the media.

Ky: “Well, you better get your ass back here before getting yourself into another trouble. We can’t be there or send you help in an instant, reminding you that you are that far.”

Kylie, considering she’s my younger sister more like the youngest of us but sometimes she think more mature than me. Okay, ‘sometimes’  cause most of the time she make stupid decision.

K: “Guess you were right. I don’t want to risk getting Margo mad at me for not telling her the truth. I mean…” I pause when I heard Kylie chuckle on the other line. “What?”

Ky: “Seems like you’re getting so attached to her, how is she?”

K: “She’s so cool! I thought she’s a total snob and cold hearted but no. She is a really genuine person and very understanding. She actually let me come with her in the Market this morning.”

Ky: “Market? Do groceries?

K: No, it’s not groceries but fresh fish. They call it Wet Market, where all freshly caught fish are delivered.”

Ky: “Sounds stink and gross. Why are you guys there?”

K: “Yes, it is but it's a fresh experience. I got awake when she climbed off of the bed this morning so I asked her if I could tag along and she let me. She always go there to buy fresh seafood for her stocks at home.”

Seafoods are fresher and cheaper instead in the supermarkets where they are all packed and stuff. I don’t know, she’s just gonna stock it in her fridge in case a surprise visit from her office mates.

Ky: “Wait, you still live with her?”

K: “Yes, and….”

Ky: “Are you guys…”

K: “Kylie, no! She’s straight, I know what you’re thinking. She’s just really nice Ky, and understanding. She has these traits, something about her… well, she offered it so I accepted. Regarding that Margo is the only person I know and trust so don’t get it too much in your head.”

Margo do these things, well, she’s not really trying cause she’s doing it not even realizing making me feel it. To be normal and just be myself, just be me. That it’s okay to be weak sometimes and not to pretend because the right person will always accept you no matter what and who you are and those are called ‘true friend’. I’m happy I met her that day which is not so good day. Then after a week or more, when I got my things back from the airport we decided to look a place where I could move into. Unfortunately we had a hard time looking because renting places are expensive for me, so I say. I don’t know or its just me. I could afford every condo or apartment around her except I have this gut that I’m doing it on purpose not to get one. Maybe affording those expensive and luxurious condo might get her a hint about who I really was. Or I would really rather stay with her than moving out and I think it worked, she offered me to stay with her.