kissing scars :: luke brooks

9.

I woke up with a weird warm feeling on my cheek,I realised Lena was licking me.

Awww,she's just too cute.

I quickly got up,leaving Lena on my bed.

I had a shower and brushed my teeth.

I went to Luke's room to wake him up.

"Babe,morning!" I kissed his cheek.

"Morning!" He responded with a deep,raspy voice.

"I'm going to take Lena for a walk,want to go with me?!?"

"Yeah,I'll be ready in five." He went to the bathroom.

I got dressed in my grey trackies,pink crop top and pink vans.My hair was in a messy bun and as always I putted the bracelet Luke got me.

I took Lena and her leash and went downstairs.

Jai was already awake and Laura came too.

They were cuddling on the couch,watching Nickelodeon.

"Morning,lovebirds!" I said as Laura started playing with Lena.

"Morning!" They said at the same time.

"God,Lena is such a cutie!" Laura laughed as I sat beside Jai.

"You really love her,don't you?" I asked Jai.

"More than everything!" Jai looked at Laura and smiled.

"I am happy my best friend is dating my other best friend!" I laughed.

"I am happy my best friend is dating my twin!" Jai smiled showing his white teeth.

Luke came downstairs fully dressed with his favourite snapback that fits him perfectly.

"Babe,you ready?" He asked me.

"Yup!" I said and took Lena then greeted Laura and Jai.

I took my phone and Lena and went out of the house followed by Luke.

"Babe,want to hear a joke?" Luke said.

"I guess."

"Knock,knock!" Luke said.

"Who's there?" I smirked.

"Jai Brooks!"

"Jai Brooks who?" I laughed at Luke.

"Exactly!" Luke bursted out laughing.

"You know you two are twins right?" I said with a hint of sarcasam in my voice.

Suddendly Lena started barking,I looked up and saw Alexis walking to us,shit.

"Lukeyyyyyyyyy!!!" That fake ass hoe yelled from the street.

Luke ignored her and we headed back home.

But she didn't gave up,I got a text from her,I serously don't know how she has my number.

Unknown:I moved down the street,prepare for a living hell!

-Alexis xxx

"Luke,read this text!" I gave my phone to him so he could read it.

"I swear,I will hunt down her fake ass and kill her with a smile on my face!" Luke gave me the phone back.

He started kissing me all of a sudden,his hands on my waist and my hands ruffling his hair.The coldness of his lip ring sent me goosebumps.

"I love you!" He whispered in my ear.

"I love you too,Luke!"

We opened the doors of the house to see all of the boys and Laura sitting on the couch and eating cereal.

"We're home,cunts!" Luke yelled as we walked in.

"Heyo!" They said all together.

Luke and I went upstairs.

Lena was laying on my bed and I was changing.

Luke walked in my room.

"Damn,girl!" He said,and than I realised I was in my bra.

"Oh,you like what you see?" I said getting closer to him.

We started making out on my bed.I felt Luke's hot breath now on my neck.I was playing with the hem of Luke's shirt.

In one motion I took his shirt off revealing his perfect abs.

He started kissing my lips,again but this time with more passion.

Sadly,we got interupted by Beau.

"Ohhh,"He covered his eyes as he noticed we were half naked."Get ready we are going to the beach."

He went out and slammed the door.

"We'll finish this later!" Luke smirked.

"Luke,I've got a problem!" I said to Luke showing him fresh cuts.

"Why did you do it again?" Luke started sounding worried.

"I'm sorry,Luke,I really am!" I was now crying.

"It hurts,seeing the love of my life suffering and there's nothing I can do about it!" Luke pulled me in a hug and didn't let go.

I want to be here forever,right here,in his arms.

"Don't worry,we'll let the boys know,I hope it doesn't hurt them as much as it hurt me!" Luke said wiping his tears of his cheeks.

"Jai will freak out,but I hope the others don't."

Luke left my room so I could get changed.

I putted on a black bikini,some shorts,pink crop top and pink flip flops.

It was time.

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Boys didn't see the cuts luckly,what a relief.

I was now home,watching tv in my room and cuddling with Lena.

My phone buzzed and it was a text from my brother:

Big bro:What's up,cutie? ilysm <3

Me:Nothin' much,hbu?

Big bro:I just wanted to say that i miss you and don't worry about the hate on twitter,you know Luke loves you,now bye,i have a concert,ilysm,stay strong for me! <3

Me:Ilysm brooooo,don't worry about me! <3 byeeeeee

I putted my phone on the night stand and plugged the charger in.

I went to Twitter and saw lots of hate.

It hurts,you know,being the best you can yet it is still not enough,and I am sick of that feeling.

I went to get a shower to get rid of my thoughts.

I washed my hair and body,put on some trackies,a tank top and borrowed Skip's Ugg's as I knew he wouldn't be mad at me.

I layed on my bed listening to 5 Seconds of summer a thinking of how much I miss my brother,Ash,Cal and Mikey.