kissing scars :: luke brooks

20.

I woke up in my bed with Lena next to me.

I got up trying not to wake her up.

I brushed my teeth,got dressed in a white 'obey' sweatshirt,red skinny jeans,white converse and a red Dirty Pig beanie also with my necklace and bracelet.My hair was a bit curled on the ends so it looked natural.

I went downstairs.

"Um,where's Luke?"

"He went out,we don't know where." Jai said.

"Okay." I took out my phone and sat on the couch next to Paula.

"Want to take selfies?" I asked her.

"Always." She smiled at me.

We took like 69 selfies but only one was perfect.

I was making a puppy face and Paula sticked her tounge at the camera.

I posted it on Instagram with the caption:

@AndreaHemmings: She's the best @OmgItsPaula <3

(A/N: Hemmings bc Luke is her brother,remember?)

After ten minutes we had almost 100k likes.

Luke came back,finally.

"Hi." He grinned.

"Hi." We all said.

"Where have you been?" Daniel asked him.

"Um...With my friend." He scratched tha back of his neck.

I noticed Luke didn't have his necklace on.

"Where's your necklace?" I smiled at him.

"Um,I kind of...Lost it." He said quietly.

Just at that moment I heard a knock on the door so I opeened it.

And then I saw,barely dressed, Alexis.

"Hiiiii." She was happy yet I wanted to kill her just because she's here.

"What now?" I groaned.

"Luke left this in my place,yesterday." She pulled out Luke's part of the necklace.

"What?" I turned to Luke with tears in my eyes.

"I'm sorry,Andrea." He sighed.

I ripped the necklace of my neck and throwed it at him.

"I hate you." I took my phone and stormed out of the house.

I went to the tree house in our garden.Nobody but Paula and I knew about it.

There was a bloody razor and a knife,a paper and a pen.

I thought a few minutes before acctually doing it but in the end I decided it would be the best for all of us.

I took the paper and started writing.

'Dear Luke,I love you,you changed my life and you kept me alive all this years but I guess it's my time to leave,I love you.

Dear Jai,you were my best friend,you've helped me and I could never forget that,I love you.

Dear Beau,I'll miss you stupid jokes and the way you always treated me like a five year old girl,I love you.

Dear Daniel,I remember that time you had beaten up a guy that has cheated on me,you were my little crazy and caring panda,I love you.

Dear James,you're the best party buddy I could've ask for,I'll miss your crazy parties up here,I love you.