My mum brought news that Addy has passed away. She left something for me in her room. No one was alowed to read it.
"To Oliver, my 17 year old friend" she reads the note on top of the book. I break down into tears. I cry and cry. I don't get mad at myself, like I normally do. I don't get mad that I put her there. At the end I accept that she now is in a happy place. I'm heart broken but also happy. I'm crying so much.
I read some messages from friends:
Pillar: she's gone?
Jackson: yep
Amy: WTF u sound so happy she
is!
Jackson: I am!
Amy: freak
Pillar: I'm crying my heart out. She was a dear friend and always will be.
Oliver: I miss her.
Liam: ofc u do Jerk!
Lilly: F off Liam
Liam: OI your my gf why would u say that.
Lilly: me and u, yuck
Emma: I miss her
Kate: me 2
End of messages
I sit on my be and pull open the book. It was like a diary.
The Exams start soon. I'm not exited. I have a lot to write. ALOT.
I saw a boy in geography. He was quiet. Which is good. He wasn't like all boys. He's kind and funny
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Monday
This boy is really nice. I found out his name. I really want to hang out with him. Liam is pushing me away. What's his deal?!?!
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Wednesday
He is just so nice....I love him. I want to tell him how I feel. U pretty sure he doesn't feel the same way. I love him with all my heart. I pray to God that whatever happened's take my life and not his. I love him.
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Thursday
Liam just said that if I don't live him he will hurt Oliver. I do t want that to happened. I need to act like I love him. Because I love Oliver.
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Friday
I found I have cancer...this might be a good thing. At least I can escape from Liam.
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Sunday
It's been awhile since I wrote. I'm 16 now. I'm still in hospital. My birthday is tomorrow. I'm exited to go back to school. I'm going off chemo so YAY.
I want to see Oliver. Thermal last time I talked to him. He was mad at me. We were fighting. I acted to real. He thought I loved Liam. I was getting so close to Liam. One point I thought I really loved him. I told him that I was going to escape with him. What a Jerk. I know!
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Monday
I'm came back to school. Liam hated me. I had no hair. I felt just sad. How can someone be so cruel. Then he came up to me. Oliver. He made me happy I love him
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Friday
I'm coughing more than usual. I don't know why!?!? I think I'm going soon. Oliver will read my journal one day. I love him. If your reading this you know why. goodbye. I love you. See you one day. Up there. I'll be waiting. For you.
I miss her and I want to see her again.
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Adison & Oliver
RomanceSo many ways to describe love. It can be easy and also hard. When Oliver finally felt love he fell for her and deep. He wants to tell her how he feels. She had a problem. How does he tell her how he feels now?
