Taste Of A Sunshine + J.hsk & P.jm

chapter; 18

"jimin?" jungkook asked, sounded as he just woke up from 'beauty sleep'.

"can you come?" jimin asked, he called jungkook because he needed advices, and jungkook looked like someone with experience.

he maybe was afraid to come out at first, but he sure did look handsome, like someone you would daydream about all the time, someone who had a girlfriend, or two, or maybe three.

"like now?" jimin added after a few seconds. he wanted to call taehyung, his best friend, but he knew taehyung will only scold him for not listening to him when he warned him.

"n-now? yeah yeah sure. i'll be there in 15 minutes." jungkook said and, getting up from bed and washing his face.

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"this was fast" jimin said, surprised by jungkook's speed. "i thought maybe this was something urgent.. but i guess not." jungkook said as he checked jimin, who was smiling to him.

"i just wanted to.. talk with somebody." jimin said. he didn't want to lose hoseok, but he got hurt by him.

he didn't want to lose taehyung, but he knew he will scold him.

he knew jungkook will help him through, he felt that way.

"i'm glad you called. you can talk to me about whatever." jungkook smiled to jimin. jimin felt relieved.

maybe someone will actually listen to his words and try to understand him.

they went up to his room, sitting in front each other on his bed.

jungkook wanted jimin to feel comfortable around him. he wanted jimin to know that he's here for him.

but he had a boyfriend, and jungkook couldn't seperate them. they are in love.

"so" jimin took a deep breath. "i don't know how to explain everything better but, i feel like i'm losing hoseok. it's like his feeling towards me are slowly fading away, like he is sick of me and i don't know what to do? should i talk to him? should i tell him i love him so he'll may still consider being with me?"jimin stopped and tried to hold on the tears.

this all was getting way overhead for him and he couldn't lose his boyfriend, the one who makes him feel loved and the one who showed him how is it when someone wants you in his arms.

"and taehyung.." jungkook listened, seeing jimin's tears being held on. all he did was to rub jimin's shoulder, telling him it's fine.

"i don't want to lose taehyung. he recently have been acting a bit different, and i just didn't mind. thinking he will be fine.. why am i such a bad friend? taehyung was always there for me, no matter for what and i can't even support him when he needs it the most.." jimin's tears were already streaming down.

he didn't want to lose his best friend either. the one who gave him full support even when he was against the ideas.

jimin was in jungkook's emrace. "don't worry jimin, i'm here for you" jungkook said and looked staright in jimin's eyes, only inches away from his face.

he wanted to kiss those lips, wondering their taste.

and so he did.