misanthropic

two

you remind me of a drug.

you're comforting when you're there, it's amazing actually. when you're here, it's like I'm on top of the world. i can feel the blood rushing through my veins. it's euphoric. everything is a haze, i am alive when you're with me.

but when you're not here, now that's when shit gets real. it's like a withdrawal. i can feel myself deteriorating. my body aches, my head feels heavy, my eyes burn from the tears. you can see the pain. you can tell I'm dying.

you remind me of a drug.
you are dangerous.
but maybe danger is exactly what I'm looking for.

i guess i'm addicted to the way you make me feel.

-js