Juan Davilla's P.O.V
I don't understand why Nicholai doesn't like him. The guy is cool. It's not like he's trying to get with me. He knows he is the only man for me. I know we had some issues with Rich. I told him Rich didn't mean anything to me. Nicholai is crazy is he thinks I want to get with Bobby. Bobby doesn't know about any of us. Not Logan and Quantavius or Nicholai and I. This kid is oblivious. I invited him so that we could tell him as a team. You know Nicholai. He decided to bring the guys: Quantavius, Alec, Tik and his friend. Nicholai is so insecure it hurts me. I didn't know what to say. After a few minutes I pulled Nicholai to the side.
"Nicholai, honestly, what the fuck?"
"I told you I'm not ready."
"When will you be?"
"I don't know."
He slipped away and went back to the table. I could tell he was upset even though he had the biggest smirk on his face. He was never good at hiding his emotions. I got back to the table and Bobby had left. I sighed and pulled out my phone. I clicked "the bae" and started typing.
I know this is hard for you. I don't want to force you to do anything. I understand now. When you're ready, you'll be ready. You are my everything. I refuse to lose you over this. I'm sorry for being a dick. Please forgive me. I love you.
~ Your queso
I watched him open it. He typed something. My phone buzzed. I opened it.
It's all good. I'm trying. I really am. I love you too.
~Your curly headed cutie
I looked over and he has that damn smile on his face and this time, it's real. I really do love you Nicholai. I always will.
