Illusion Of Love

Forgiveness Is Key

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It was Valentine's day and me and My Boyfriend Marcus were supposed to go out to dinner at 7. I checked My phone and it was 5. I had a message from Marcus that read "Yoo! Lani babe tonight is gonna be amazing. And it'll be 2 years tonight can you believe It? " I smiled before replying. "Hopefully! But Yes 2 frigging years I'm so excited! "

I laid down My phone and got dressed. I decided to wear a red crop top with My black leather vest and some black leggings with My red stilettos. I showered quickly and got dressed. I felt a little lonely and decided to just go over his house. Hell, I did have a spare key. I opened the door slowly and closed it soft so he didn't hear me. I snuck up the stairs and heard some heavy ass breathing.

"Deeper Marc! Deeper! " I stopped in disbelief. He couldn't be cheating.. he loves me.. Then I lost it. I burst open the door and saw him bending over My bestfriend Jessica. "How.. COULD YOU?! " I yelled at both of them not knowing who to direct My anger towards. I picked up a lamp and threw it at Marcus's head But he ducked so it hit the wall and shattered. I picked up pictures of me and him and threw them at Jessica.

"You stupid bitch! You lead me to believe you were My bestfriend!! I've known yo stupid ass for 7 years and you fuck around with My boyfriend?! How long have y'all Been fucking huh?! " I yell Throwing more shit at them as they scavenge to get dressed. Jessica ran for the door But I choked that bitch backwards and slammed the door. "Y'all niggas ain't going nowhere! Sit the fuck down! " I yell. "Baby! I'm Sorry! She came at me! " "And even if that shit was true Nigga you know how to say NO! " I laugh.

"Lalani.. please just let me go. I'm so Sorry. I love you please forgive me! " Jessica cried giving me this puppy dog face. I grabbed her hair "Bitch if you loved me you wouldn't have done This. Now.. for the BOTH of y'all fucking assholes. I HATE you. I don't want ANYTHING to do With you. Y'all don't even know My name from now on. " tears ran down myself face. I let her hair go and ran. I ran to My car and sped off. Heartbreak Number 3.

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I snapped out of My daze cause I heard knocking on My door. "Who is it? " I got off My bed and opened the door. And there stood Sammie. I sighed and attempted to close the door but he pushed it back which caused me to almost loose My balance. "What do you want Sammie?! Damn! " I began to cry.

"I'm s-so Sorry Lalani I really am. I know I fucked up again.. but if you don't want Nothing to do with me nomore I completely understand.. " he lowered his head. "I juss wanna let you know I still got it for ya " he continued. I just stared at him not knowing what to say.

Something took over me and I hugged him. "I don't know what's gonna happen after this.. I don't even know if I want to remain friends.. but what I do know is that yo ass finna have to redeem yourself. Best believe I'm finnaa make you My Bitch. " I giggled. He raised his head and looked at me with a Look of confusion

"So you're n-not still mad? " he stammered. "I'm still pissed but I forgive you. Shit she was BAD .. she couldn't top me on My worse day though. " He laughed and hugged me. "I lo- uh.. damn I hear My phone ringing... Imaa talk to you later iight? " he kissed My cheek and ran off. Weird..

Sammie's POV

Wow.. she actually forgave me.. I'm putting this girl through too much.. just leave her alone Sammie.. you don't deserve her Sammie. I coached myself. I almost told Lalani that I loved her.. this girl is doing something to me.

I ran back in My room and sat on my bed with My head in My hands. She's not gonna take me back though.. I'm just glad she dosnt know shit she dosent need to know. She wouldn't even LOOK at me.

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"Babe.. I'm pregnant. " she told me. "Wait.. the FUCK? First what did I Tell you bout calling me that? It's not mine so don't bother me with that shit. " I snapped. "B-but Sammie.. you're the only person I've been With for the past 3 months. " I sighed cause I knew this was true. "Girl.. Fuck you and this baby. You was Nothing but a quick nut from time to time. Lalani would kill us. I wasn't even supposed to talk to you at her birthday party. Let alone fuck you. This would ruin our relationship " "But y'all don't have one.. that's why I did what I did.. just face it. I'm pregnant, you're in love with My bestfriend, And you're stuck with me for the rest of you're life. How them checks looking? " she laughed. I choked her back onto the bed. "Tell her about this and I will kill you. And you know I will with no remorse. Shayla don't play with me " she looked scared.

I ran out and called Gabriel.

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I shake the thought of shayla out of My head. If this little secret got to Lalani.. I don't know what I'd do. I can't loose her. I remember at her birthday party

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"Happy birthday Niggaaaaaa! " I yelled "Thanks Sammie. " We talked for a while and Ended up kissing. "Wait Sammie.. I-- " I cut her off by kissing her again and surprisingly she kissed me back. "Yoo.. you blushing. How cute " "Hush! Oh shit! There's My bestfrieeeeeend! Shayla!! ".she called some cute ass girl over. Shayla was About 5'2 , thick as hell with long curly hair. "Happy birthday to youuuu! " she singed while hugging her.

She was eyeing me the whole time they were Talking. Lalani had to leave somewhere with her Grandmaa but she was gonna come back in like an hour "Bye Sammie " she hugged me and left me with Shayla. "You like her? " she asked "Yeah.. I do. " I smiled. "I Bet you I'm 10x better at doing what you want her to do. " I looked at her like she was crazy. "But.. you her bestfriend.. " "SO. You finnaa dick me down or what? " and all I remember was leading her to the bathroom banging her brains out.

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