Chapter 32

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Chapter 32

Alyssa's POV

No one knows where I am.

They haven't even tried to find me.

You guys might be wondering where I am.

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I am in America.

Back in Cali.

Back in Oakland.

Well I called Mrs.Rodriguez and told her if I could come here.

I paid for everything.

No one has called.

I am missing them but I can't go back.

Not Now Not Ever.

I am sure they don't miss me.

I wrote a song while I was here.

"Everybody needs inspiration,

Everybody needs a song

A beautiful melody

When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I...

I look at you

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can't

Find my way home anymore

That's when I, I...

I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness

I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars Hold the moon

Right there where they belong

And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I...

I look at you

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can't

Find my way home anymore

That's when I, I...

I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like Kaleidoscope colors that

Prove Me, All I need every

Breath that I breathe don't you know

You're beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can't

Find my way home anymore

That's when I, I...

I look at you

I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream

To me."

(A/N: I don't own the song. Credit goes to Miley Cyrus)

This song is called When I Look At You.

I just wish Austin would have let me explain.

"Alyssa don't you think you should go back." Rosie said.

"No."

"They might miss you."

"They don't."

"Okayy."

Rosie is a girl at the orphanage.

She had to go through alot of abuse.

She is very strong for being a 12 year old.

She is like my sister.

"Alyssa come down." Mrs.Rodriguez said.

When I went down I saw what I had been thinking about.

Them.

Yes them.

My brothers and friends.

My family.

My love.

I don't want to leave.

I can't.

"What are you doing here!!!!" I shouted.

"Came here for you." Tom said.

"I am not going anywhere."

"Just come please."

"No."

"Please."

"No you guys lost your chance. I was here for a week and you barely came today. I don't want you guys. I hate you guys. I wish I had never answered that call. I would have never known my real family. I was happy with The Wanted. But no I had to answer that call. It changed me. I hate it. No matter what law says no matter what any hospital said I will always you here me always will be a Parker. A Parker. Not a Horan. Not a Brooks but a Parker."

"You don't mean that." Niall said

"You know I do."

"Fine but from now on you are not my sister."

"Niall like I care I never looked at you as a brother because you always hated Tom and I hated You for that."

"You will regret it Alyssa."

"Whatever now go I will come when I am ready okay."

"Fine."

With that they all left.

Why did I do that??

I need to take a rest.

I need to go back and fast.

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Hey guys here is chapter 32.

I am sooooooo happy because on Tuesday March 4 it is my BIRTHDAY.

So yeah.

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