I was 2 days away from Harry coming back and me crushing him. I had to prepare. I had to look perfect. Well Emmaline, I said to myself, no eating for the next two days. You will look perfect.
It was 5:30 in the morning and I was getting ready for school, I walked past the mirror and quickly stopped when I saw my reflection. I had gone back to the way I was before, big thighs, big arms, big stomach. I was repulsive, I began crying.
I ran to the bathroom and quickly made myself sick.
The only words in my head were “FAT, FAT, FAT” and the voice who was saying it was Harry Styles. Why did he do this to me?
I sat crying there for another half hour before I picked myself up, wiped off the tears, brushed my teeth and got ready for my classes.
*School*
As I walked down the hall I was greeted by many “Hi Emma,” was a common expression I heard in the morning. I soon got to my locker and was greeted by my two best friends, Zoey and Allie. They weren’t my friends before I got skinny, because I didn’t have any, but they have proven themselves to be decent friends. Better than the rest who just like me now because of my new looks.
“So, Emma what are you doing tonight?” Zoey asked.
Time to put on my fake smile and pretend I’m happy, “Oh I don’t know Zo. What did you have in mind?”
“Well me and Allie decided that we should all go out and get some manicures and pedicures before One Direction comes here! I heard Zyan loves pink nail polish on a girl. EEEEK!” Zoey yelled!
“Wow Zo, calm down. They are not that special. But I could use a good mani-pedi, I’m in.”
“Yeay!” Allie squealed
“Don’t lie Emma, I know you like L O V E Harry,” Zoey said.
“Oh, you got me. He’s ador, love him. But I got to go, text me later girls.” I said as I began walking away.
As much as I hated Harry, I couldn’t let people know. I’m trying to seduce him them crush him and I don’t want there to be any questioning along the way. God, I hated this. But I knew it would benefit me in the end, when I got my revenge.
I will be better.
I will be freed.
I will be loved by myself once more.
