Healing with love

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     "What is happening to me? Why cant i c anshu in pain? The thought of she not waking want me to die. Other than my mom i didnt feel this feeling with anyone else bt with anshu. I want her no i need her. Only she is the one to heal me nd bring me out of my dark life. She is my light. I have to make sure she is with me every second. If i say her how she is my life she will surely look at me as if i am crazy. S i am crazy nly for her. I have to take it slow. I cant live without her."
        I slept with her thoughts as usual i woke up with sweat nd tears. The nightmare is not nly about my past bt it is also about anshu she is leaving me no she can't. I saw the time its 1am i have to talk to her i can't wait. I dailed her number after 8 rings she answerd without any thought i said"please dont leave me please i need u please help me i am scared plzzz " i cried holding the phone. She said " mr.bulky what happened ? Why r u crying ? I am not gng any where shall i came there answer me." I didnt said anything i am listening to her voice. I need her now i want to be in her arms. I said "i am cmg to ur house" nd cut the call.
       I called his father for office work nd said i am cmg to his house. I went there nd saw them waiting for me. I know i am mess now bt i want her comfort nd embrace. I asked "can i stay till morning ?" they showed me guest room beside anshu's room and they went to there rooms. I waited for sometime.
        I can't wait i am scared when i close my eyes for even a second i am cng the nightmare from past. I went to her nd saw her sitting on her bed with phone in her hands. She looked at me nd i saw relief in her eyes. I locked the door and went to her nd hugged her tightly nd cried. She massaged my hair nd said comforting words. I slept in her arms after many years peacefully.
          I laied on my best with rehan on my chest. I am massaging his head. He is talking something nd holding my waist tightly. I hugged me tightly to my chest he burried deep into me. I have to ask him tomorrow everything. Why is behaving lyk this? Why is he at hospital with my uncle? Why he asked to help me? With the thoughts nd him in my embrace i slept.
          I woke up morning nd saw rehan sleeping. I freshup nd went to help my mother. Suddenly we heard shoutings from my room " oh no he is in my room what i will say to my parents". I said"i will c nd went to my room nd saw rehan  turning on my bed in pain". I shook his shoulders nd said to wake up he jerked nd saw me he looked at me nd hugged me tight with his head in my stomach nd hands around my waist. I dnt know why he is in pain i said" shshsshsh its k i am hear only" after sometime i heard my mother calling rehan looked at me nd left from my room. I went to help my mom nd asked "where rehan is?" sge said he went.
       I took holiday to college as my head is paining. I went nd slept. I woke up to my ringtone nd answerd without cng." U have to cum tomorrow nd i will send my driver to pick u. Dont u dare run" he shouted at me i didnt reply nd switched my phone off.......
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