Healing with love

CHAPTER😊17😊

          I opened my eyes nd saw i am in hospital"wait why i am here. Arghhhh hm rehan he said he killed his mother.No i think there is something. How can someone kill their mother. No he didnt kill his mother. I have to know everything. I have to talk to rehan." when i am in my thoughts someone entered the room. I looked up and saw ajay. His face is worried nd tears in his eyes. I am scared"ajay what happened. Is everything k. Wait where is rehan. Talk to me." He didnt said "anshu rehan is having panick attack nd its very serious this time. He is not responding to any medicines. He is shouting ur name. Please come nd save him plzzzz." I immediately went to rehans room.
        I am beyond shocked because i know how he will react when he gets panick attack bt this one is unbelievable. All doctors are surrounding his bed nd there r so many hospital staff. I can here my name i pushed some people nd went nd stood before him. His face is covered with blood from his forehead hands r bleeding. 4 doctors hold his hands nd legs. I kept hand on his shoulder he shivered nd went calm a little. I signaled doctors to leave him nd looked at ajay. He told eveyone to go out. I looked at rehan who is looking at me as if i am his lifeboat.
         I sat at his head nd took him in my lap. He burried his face in my stomach nd hugged me tightly. He cried nd slept hugging me. I looked at ajay he said he will talk to doctor. We reached home. I took rehan to our room nd made him sleep as he is took medicines. I came out nd asked ajay what happened.
       He said"anshu i got call from rehan that ur not waking nd unconscious. Rehan said he is scared nd ask me to cum. I reached here nd saw rehan hugging u nd crying. I tried to pull u bt he holded u tightly nd shouted not to take u from him. After about 15mins he allowed me to take u to hospital. When we came to hospital doctors said to wait outside he shouted nd gotvpanick attack." i looked at ajay and said"jay i want ur help. I belive that rehan didnt kill his mother please help me." ajay said"i will do anything i want my brother back nd to b happy. " we heard shoutings from rehan room nd ran there.
      He is sitting on the bed with his face in his hands nd shouting i went to him nd hugged him. He burried his face in my neck nd sobbed. I craddled him nd after sometime he gain slept. Ajay said he will come at evening nd went. I went to freshup nd came to kitchen to prepare dinner. Maids helped me nd i took the plate nd went to rehan he is still sleeping due to medicines. I woke him up nd sent him to bathroom. He came out tired nd slept on my lap. I feed him food nd gave medicines. I too had my dinner. He didnt said any word. He slept on my chest nd hugged me tightly. I slowly massaged his hair.
        He said"anshu please dnt leave me. I know i am monster nd my life is dark. Please heal me in bring me out of the dark i am scared.please dnt leave me." I kissed his hair nd said"baby please talk to me.please say me ur past. I wnt judge u nt wont leave u. Please baby c i am here only na." he looked at me nd nodded.
          "Me mama papa we were a happy family. My parents loved me very much. When i am 5 my papa strted a new business. As its a strt he used to be very tired nd restless. He used to cum home late everyday. Its already 1 year of the business nd our company got profits. Bt papas behaviour is not good. He used to get angry on mama nd me always. Once when i am cmg from home i heard a shout from our house i saw my father beating my mom. I am scared nd shouted my dad saw me nd started beating me. He is not in his sense. There is a bad smell coming from him. My mother begged my father not to beat me. He left. From next day he used to bring a women nd touched her every where. I dnt knw what he is dng bt my mother is crying cng them. Bt that women is happy. He used to bring her everyday. One day he bought a gun nd said to shoot my mother. My friends used to bring the guns to playground. I thought it is a toy gun nd shooted my mom. Bt blood came from the place where i shooted. My mom said i love u nd smiled closing her eyes. My father is happy i thought my parents are playing i laughed with him. Bt my mother is not waking. I went to her nd asked her to wake bt she is not moving. Police came nd took me then also my mother didnt wake. They sent me to some hospital nd gave mental shock for 3 years. I dnt knw what happened to my parents. When i am 10 they send me to my home there. When i went there i saw my papa a small boy nd yhe same women who came 2 our house everyday. That small boy is calling my papa as father nd that women mother. I went to my papa nd hugged him he pushed me to the ground nd said i am a murderer. I dnt knw what he is saying i want 2 c my mom nd asked him he said i killed my mom........  "