Its Not Over

Chapter 3

                       As I walk in there stands the one man that will determine everything. He is still as handsome as the last time I saw him. He's standing there in what looks like his work clothes and has a glass of scotch staring out the window. I don't think he heard me come in so I take a deep breath and say "Logan?" and he turns around and I look deep into his chocolate brown eyes and get lost in them like always. As I standing there just staring at him I just think to myself why did I ever let this man walk away? Why did I say no? Why did it have to be all or nothing? I will not let him walk away again. And then I realize I'm still irrevocably and unconditionally and madly still in love with Logan Huntzberger. I was so far off in space I didn't hear him respond "Ace, Rory are you ok?" Then I snap out of it and say "what?" he says "You were out of it there Ace you with me now?" I say "Yeah sorry". Then I say "So how are you?" He sighs and say "I'm alright but what's going on Rory I thought we said goodbye?" I take a deep breath and I know he can tell I'm nervous about something so he says "Can I get you a drink?" I say "Sure a club soda." He goes over to the drink cart and he hands me a drink and I say thank you. We stand there and just stare at each other and then I decide might as well just say it. I take a deep breath and set my drink down and stand up and say "I need to tell you something important and please just let me finish" Logan looks at me and then says "Okay" I take a deep breath and say" I'm not sure how or why this happened, I mean I know how well because it takes two but I didn't mean for it to happen. And of course you're supposed to get married to Odette so if you don't want any part of this ill understand why but I want us to do it together. And I am so so sorry this happened but I won't have my baby have a father like mine Logan so either you're all in or you're not. Oh yeah I'm pregnant!!" By the end of the speech I'm bawling like a baby. I don't even notice Logan walk up to me and all of a sudden I feel him pulling my chin up to make me look at him. I resist at first scared of what I'll see in his eyes finally he gets me to look up and he has tears in his eyes as he says "I'm going to be a dad?" and I nod my head and say "yeah" then he does what I least expect him to do he kisses me and its one of the most passionate, bone melting kisses we've ever shared. When air becomes necessary we just rest our foreheads together breathing deeply and then he smiles and says "were going to have a baby!" He has the biggest smile on his face and I finally relax and I have a smile that matches his.

                 As we are standing there holding one another I suddenly start thinking about what happens next. He says, "What's going on in that head of yours Ace?'' I looked up at him. "I mean you are supposed to be getting married in a month Logan? 'He looks up at me with that sexy smirk that only Logan Huntzberger can pull off and says, "Ace do you really think I'm going to still marry Odette?" I look up at him and "What about the dynastic plan though your family will have a fit Logan?" "Rory I don't give a damn about the dynastic plan my family will have to accept it because you and the baby are what is important to me, I love you Rory and I love our baby and I want to spend my life with you and the baby.".I can't believe this amazing man wants us. I look up at him and say "I love you so much Logan" and then he kisses me," Ace stay with me?" I look up at him and I don't say anything I just kiss him and then we start showing each other exactly how much we have missed one another. The next morning, I wake up and Logan's not there and I start to panic thinking had changed his mind and decided to go and marry Odette anyway. I start to cry and then he walks in with a breakfast tray and he see me crying and says, "Ace what's wrong?" and I look up at him "I thought you left and that maybe you didn't want this." "Rory, I promise you I want this but I do have to go end things with Odette, but I be back soon I promise." I could always tell when he was telling me the truth just by looking at him and I know he is telling me the truth now. "OK I love you Logan please hurry back. I think I may take a bath and then lay back down our little bean is making this mamma not feel good." He is looking at me with so much love and caring in his eyes that I realize I never want to spend another day without this man in my life. "I love you to Ace, I will be back soon." Then he leans down to my tummy and kisses it and tells the bean that he loves him or her too and to be good to me. Then he kisses me bye and I finish my breakfast and go take a nice long hot bath.