You're walking through school all happy and ready for school. You for once got a good night's sleep. You did all your homework and had time to clean your room and fold your clothes. There you see your friends standing all happy and ready for the day. You walk up to them and are ready to receive HI's and hugs. Instead you get eye rolls and short glances. You're not sure what you did to get treated this way. The previous day you had bought them ice-cream and McDonalds. You tried talking to them but they gave you the cold shoulder. You continue to class and try to be positive. You walk in and see your best friend instead of the usual call this morning you got nothing, " Hey why didn't you call me this morning?" you asked. "Because Y/N/H, the whole world doesn't revolve around you." They say. That hurts a lot. Last night you were fine calling each other and texting. The whole treatment goes on the whole day. From all your class to your ride home. You don't know what's happened. You go home and start getting ready for work. You're excited to work with your friends. Your mom calls and starts saying she doesn't know when she's coming home and so you shouldn't go to work. You explain to her that you cannot do that. She starts screaming and since you don't want to fight you tell her you'll see what you could do. You call your best friend but she's unavailable. You call your mom and try to tell her what's happening only to get yelled at and told to come outside because she's home. You get in the car and she starts threatening you to quit your job. You can't say no, you're still underage for 1 more year. You get to work and start getting changed your mom then proceeds to calling you and telling you to quit now. You try to find a manager to try and get your resignation. All the while your coworkers asking what's wrong and you stating that you would like to "punch a wall" Sadly your mom hears this and then tells you she doesn't care and to stay out however long you want and to find a new home. You explain to your manager and he proceeds to give you the form your other manager walks in and sees she says shell miss you and so you start crying. You don't know what to do. You tell them what happened and they send you home. One states that it's time to start couch surfing and that you have plenty of coworkers to be of help. As if you still had one. You didn't know where to stay so you walk to the bathroom and try to call your "Best Friend" at all the numbers you have of her but she does not answer the phone you cry and cry and finally compose yourself and walk out. You pick up your check and call your mom hoping shell pick you up. She does but once you get home you fight and fight and she kicks you out. You walk to your room and take everything. You pack your stuff but you don't leave instead you open your secret box and get what you're looking for. You walk to the bathroom and open the sink water. You look at the silver surface tainted with old blood. You start for one cut for each of you "Friends "on your thighs because they supposed to always stand with you, One for your mom over your heart because even though she kicked you out you still love her. And the final one for your "Best Friend" through your throat because when you called out for help she wasn't there. You tried but everyone left. Everyone hurt you. So now you're gone. You're free to do whatever it is you want. But remember once you die, everyone listens.
