Please Remember

Dark Past

Nani's P.O.V

"I don't have a secret babe."
Julian- Yes you do.
"I don't. What makes you think I do?"
Julian- You said something about it on your sleep.
"It was only just a dream."
Julian- Why do you keep lying to me?
"I'm not"
Julian- Yes you are!
"I'm not! And even if I were hiding a secret, what's the big  deal? It's called a secret for a reason"
Julian- So you admit it! You do have a secret!
"Fine.Yes I do have a secret.  Do you have a problem with that?"
Julian- Yes as a matter of fact I do.
"Why!?"
Julian- Because we made a promise 3 years ago to never lie or hide anything from each other!
"It's something very personal for me!"
Julian- You promised me... How many other promises have you broken huh!?
"None!"
Julian-  Why won't you tell? What are you so afraid of!?
"I'm not the good girl y'all think I am"
Julian- What do you mean by that?
"I'm not saying anything else."
Julian- Nani.
"No! Julian can't you understand!? I will not tell you so stop freaking pushing it!"

And with that, I left the room leaving my pissed off boyfriend alone in the room... I hope that when I come back my room will still be in one piece.

I went up to the roof. I don't know why but I just love to be up here. Its perfect for when I want to just breathe or relax. Besides from that, it has an amazing view so I also come here to just enjoy the view sometimes.

It's barely 6:37am and my day is already shit.
I've never argued with Julian before. And when I say never, I literally mean never. There's a reason why we are everyone's couple goals: 1.We never argue 2. We look cute together 3. We've never broken up. 4. We're always happy... I guess we lost our goals.

Its gonna be okay though. We're just going through a rough time, we'll get over this. Together.

I sat down on the roof and instantly regreted it. I forgot about my wound, bruises and cuts... Shit everything hurts.

It's okay Nani. Just focus on the view and try to relax.

Cold soft breeze, orange sky, sparkling water, singing birds, blooming flowers... Okay I feel a bit better.

Shortly, Mario popped ut of nowhere. He sat down next to me.

"You look like shit. Jinx! Jinx again!" We both said.

Mario let out a small chuckle while I just smiled while looking at him.
Mario's so cute I just can't. His soft hair, his adorable smile, his personality, his weirdness, his sweet personality, the way he cares about me, those big eyes that I can never tell what color they are... What am I saying? I have a smoking hot boyfriend that completes my life. I can't be thinking about other guys like this.

Mario- So what are you doing up here all by yourself?
"Julian and I argued... And I'm not alone. You're here with me."
Mario- Wait. For reals? But I thought you guys never argued.
"Yea. Well, we just did."
Mario- Why? What happened?
"Well I have this secret... And I think I said something about it in my sleep and now Julian is angry at me because I won't tell him what the secret is. And I broke my promise of not lying or hiding anything from him; but it's not like I really have a choice here."
Mario- Oh yeah, your secret is something mind blowing.
"I know right. Wait! YOU KNOW!?"
Mario- Yes I do.
"How!?"
Mario- At Cat's party the night before the cruise. We both got drunk and you randomly told me.
"UGHHHH damn it.... How can you be around me even after you know this?"
Mario- Because. You're my best friend and also you're not that person anymore. You did what you had to do. I love you okay? You know I can't just leave my bestest friend in the entire world.
"I love you too Mario."