Falling for The Griers...

Why?

Author: Carlala_216

Christina Wayne

"You were jealous?" I asked in confusion.

"Yes" he before pulling his hand out of mine and I realized I've been holding his hand the whole time.

"Of Timmy?" I questioned once again.

"Christina, enough with your questions I need to know if you like him or not." he said seriously.

"...He's my best friend" I said quietly.

"That's not what I asked I'm asking if you like him or not." Hayes asked once again

"I...He's my best friend." I repeated, as memories of Timmy and I rushed into my mind.

"Never mind... forget I asked anything." he said walking away.

"Wait!" I shouted bit he didn't stop.

"Hayes!" he didn't stop but ran faster away from me.

"He's my best friend." I repeated to myself as I sat on the ground.

"I can't like him because he's my best friend." I told myself warping my arms around my legs as I sat there silently.

I can't like Timmy, if I liked him we can't be best friends, we would change, we would treat each other differently,

I want us to stay like this to stay best friends if tell him I like him and he says no, what will happen then.

who will I call when I need help on a test?

Who will I call when I need someone?

Who will give me Hugs when I need them and not feel awkward?

Who will tell me that everything's okay when I think the opposite?

Who will I call best friend?

" I can't like him again." I said to myself as tears fell down my cheeks.

I liked him at some period of my life and it hurt because knowing that he won't like me back was like a little kid dreaming a hopeless dream, he would say things like 'Christina, it's because your my best friend' I knew that he only thought of me as a best friend not a girl and that he won't ever see me as one, so I pushed my feelings away and I lied to myself saying I didn't like him and I believed it and now I don't know what to think.

"I'm sorry." It was the words that I wanted to tell Hayes but I can't answer his question because I don't have answer to it either.

I closed my eyes and tried to stop my tears and I got up and walked my way back to the cabin, I open the door and there I saw was Nash and Clara cuddling with furfles.

"As much as I would like to see you cuddle I'm kind of tired." I said as I walked to my bed pulling the covers over me not even bothering to change my clothes.

I closed my eyes trying to sleep but I hear Nash and Clara as they whispered.

"Was she crying?" I heard Nash whisper.

"You saw it too?" Clara asked back.

I closed my eyes even tighter trying to sleep I didn't want their pity, I didn't need it.

I heard the door open and close and I calmed down knowing Nash wasn't here I didn't need the brother of Hayes to know I cried.

"Are you okay Christina?" Clara asked but I didn't answer.

"Christina answer me..." she called again.

Clara, please stop talking right now I need to think, I need to keep myself in check I can't let you see that I'm a wreck...