The Sex Project

Chapter 4

You Larry shippers would like this chapter ;)

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Day 1 of Josh’s Crazy Project 23:28

I don’t know how to really start this off. I guess I can start off by saying why I am writing in this journal. I had asked Josh if he thought it would be a good idea if I kept a journal. He loved the idea actually, he thought it would be a good way to get an inside look on who I am and my perspective of the project. So, Josh, I am going to apologize now if this becomes unusable because of the randomness in it. I tend to veer off topic.

But how do I start off about my experiences today? I got it! The clothes and change in my appearance!

I don’t understand why I had to change my entire appearance for this project. The guys, minus Liam, say that I need to look the part of Bi. I didn’t know that being Bi had a certain look. They then said that, in order for this project to work, I would have to get confidence to talk to people. And since I don’t have any, I have to look like I have confidence until I gain confidence. The ole’ “fake it until you make it” theory, which they kind of make sense.

Doesn’t mean I have to like it! The clothes are tight and uncomfortable, the hair style their making me do takes forever, and the contacts I have to wear are irritating, I only like wearing those for special occasions. I prefer my sweat and jumpers and oversize sweaters, my messy mop of hair over the time consuming quiff, and my thick black rimmed glasses. I may not look attractive, but at least I’m comfortable. P.S.: That’s my outfit right at this moment.

I got excited today at school because there was a rumor going around that there was a new kid in school. It’s not like I would ever talk to the kid, socially awkward here, it’s just exciting when we get someone new because this is such a small school. It doesn’t happen often.

Turns out the new kid was me! Apparently I looked sooo different that NO ONE recognized me. People literally came up to me all day and introduced themselves and I had to look like an idiot because I was forced to reply and most the time all I could do was stutter out my own name. Half of the people would then recognize me and then apologize and I’m fine with that, it’s an honest mistake. But the other half still didn’t recognize me after I told them my name! I have gone to school with these kids since kindergarten and they don’t know who I am?! What a bunch of stupid cunts!

Sorry for the foul language. I just makes me upset that some people I’ve gone to school with for my whole life have no clue who I am. Am I that big of a nobody?

There is some good things that comes with the new look. I got a lot of compliments today, including one from Liam who said I looked pretty hot.

Before I continue my story I have to get this off my chest. Liam, if you ever read this, I want you to know that I am hopelessly and desperately in love with you. I have known this for as long as I can remember… And if you are ever looking for a booty call you know where to find me. ;)

God, I hope he never reads this.

Back to my story, I got a lot of compliments and five numbers! FIVE! The first three were from girls that just walked up to me and told me I was hot and handed me their numbers. This was three different girls and I had the same reaction after each one, which was blush, go speechless, and just freeze in general. Smooth, I know.

The fourth number I got was me actually asking a girl for her number. Shocker, I know. Um, I kind of bumped into her in the hallway when I was rushing out of the guy’s restroom, I’m going to have to tell you that story in a minute, and I accidently knocked her down. I started apologizing a lot and she kind of froze and almost had a panic attack. I managed to get her to calm down somehow, I don’t know how, and she had apologized and told me she’s just really bad with people. I told her I am too and then I asked if she just wanted hang out sometime and we could be bad with people together and that’s how I got her number.

She’s a cute girl actually Lizzy. Short, straight blonde hair, thick rimmed glasses, and wore a t-shirt and sweats. I’m not attracted to her, the only one I’m attracted to is Liam. She reminds me of me actually and I really want to get to know her some more. I can tell me and her would be great friends.

Second biggest shocker of the day was the fifth number I got. I was talking with Liam in front of my locker and this guy I never seen before, he might be a senior or junior, just came up to me, winked as he handed me a sheet of paper and walked off. I was so stunned by that that I couldn’t even finish my conversation with Liam, who found that the most hilarious thing ever and was practically crying from laughing so hard.

Biggest shocker of the day, the restroom story! I went to the restroom during fourth period and right as I walked in I saw two guys making out. One was positioned on top of the sink with the other in between the first guy’s legs. When they heard the door open they quickly stopped saw who the intruder was. And low and behold, the two guys making out were Louis and Harry! I was so shocked that I ran out of the restroom and straight into Lizzy and you know the rest from there.

Here are my ideas on how this project is going to work. Zayn and Harry are going to have the easiest time because Zayn can come off as not having any feelings for anyone and only loving himself and Harry really does love everyone. The people who are going to have the hardest time is going to be me and Louis. Me because I am socially awkward and I have never actually been attracted to anyone, but Liam and Louis because he is OBVIOUSLY not straight.

I don’t know how Liam is going to do. I really don’t want to think about it. It hit me today that he would have to talk and flirt with other guys and that kills me. I wish it was just me that he could do that too. I don’t want anyone to take my Liam. So, I just refuse to think about it for now.

Well, it’s getting late and I have to get up at six in the morning again to do my stupid hair. God, this is going to be annoying. SO, I’m going to head to bed now. I don’t know when I will have another chance to write in here, so I’ll see you when I see you,

Niall Horan

P.S.: Josh is making us go to a party this Friday, he said it would be a good opportunity to get some good footage. It sounds like fun and should be interesting.

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Different style of writing, I know, I just thought it would be cool if Niall kept a journal, so we can get a more in depth view of his side of the project. I'm going to be switching between his journal and nonjournal throughout the story.

Challenge: Whoever is first to guess, correctly, what happens in the next chapter will get a dedication AND can play a small part in the chapter. I'll give more details out to whoever wins.