Hi,
How are you?
I hope you're doing great,
I'm so worried about you,
I had a nightmare last night,
I dreamed you were dead in an accident,
And I couldn't stop crying,
My life was crashed,
I didn't know what to do without you,
I was too late to tell you about my love,
I missed the chance to celebrate your birthday on the May 1st,
I lost your angelic smile,
And the worst part is,
I lost you,
My only happiness,
My only sanity,
My only love,
And just when I was about,
To go to your funeral,
I was awaken,
God woke me up,
God knew I wasn't strong enough,
To watch you in the coffin,
It seems ages since,
The last time we met,
Please tell me you are okay,
When we met,
I just wanted to hug you tight,
And tell you how much you mean to me,
How important you are in my life,
How much I love you,
I wish I could say those things to you,
I wish I was brave enough,
But I am not,
I'm scared of you,
I'm scared if I'm not perfect to your eyes,
I'm scared if you'll hate me,
But I love you,
And I don't know how to tell you,
But I really wanted you to know,
I love you,
I'm not even joking anymore,
After over 12 months,
I knew it,
I knew this feeling isn't just crush,
It is love,
I don't want to lose the love of my life,
Please don't leave me,
Before I could talk to you,
Don't leave me,
Living in this hell alone,
I hope you read this,
I wish you knew this letter goes to you,
Goodbye,
Love xx.
