February 21, 2014
Dear Diary,
It was already midnight, but I can’t still sleep. Yes, Alice said that she was fine but I can’t help it, I want to check if she’s really okay now. So I decided to go in her room to check her, anyways our rooms are separated , I sleep two rooms away from her’s. This was our deal before we get married. While I’m walking towards Alice’s room I heard a sweet voice from the terrace , I suddenly felt that my feet had its own mind and before I knew it , Alice saw me and she gave a bit smile on me. I put my sweater on her and asked “why you’re still awake? You should resting right now”. She said that when her mother was still alive and she’s away from her due to Auntie Helen needs to travel for some sort of business , and this made her sad all the time. So her mother said to her that “Alice , my dear whenever I am not with you don’t think that I am far away. Just like stars they’re not always there at day but it doesn’t mean that they’re gone.”
After hearing this from Alice my heart actually beats so fast, I don’t know but there is something inside of me telling that I want to let her out of the sadness that causing her too much pain. I can’t explain if this is just nothing but for now I would not think what does this really means. I hug Alice and says “Sshh, I’m here”.
