February 22, 2014
Dear Diary,
Early in the morning, I wake up Alice and said to her to change her clothes ‘coz we are going somewhere, I told her not to ask but just follow what I’ve said. After an hour Alice came down wearing a plain fuschia roses dress, she did not exert a lot effort for putting some blush-on on her face but yet she still looks pretty today. I started the engine and went to our destination, I guess that she was really curious since I told her not to ask why I am doing this, but I bet that she won’t ask and I also hope not. Here we are now in Amusement Park J, when we entered the park I saw Alice smiled but easily gone. All of the sudden, I felt Alice held my hand and she pointed out the roller coaster , I was shocked ‘coz I’m the one who planned this but I never tried to ride that one. I was going to back out but again Alice held my hand and she sit me down in that monster ride! When I was there I felt that my soul wants to get out of my body and guess what? The lady that I am with was so peacefully laughing out loud there, I don’t want her to know that I can’t ride this kind of stuff. After that horrible moment that I don’t want to happen again ever, Alice pulled me again we ride that thing, what do you call that one? Those swing that hanging up so high over there and when the passengers we’re sat there safely the swing will go around and around. Alice saw a kid crying; she gave her food to that kid then went back to me. She was liked her mother thoughtful and caring. Alice was so nice to be with and I admit it I enjoyed her company and If I am going to be choose, I don’t want this moment to be end.
We almost ride all the rides inside the Amusement park, when I complained, my legs we’re shaking and I lose all of my energy there. We bought some snacks and sat near the lake, Alice asks if we are not yet going home, I said that I want her to try the Ferris wheel, I heard her took a deep breath and smiled at me again and said “let’s go”.
I thought she was just something scared in heights but I realized that there is more deep reason behind this and I want to figure out what is that thing. At the top of the Ferris wheel I saw Alice was quiet I asked her why. Alice stared at me and confess everything to me, Now I understand why I have the feeling that she don’t want to ride here, Alice told me that all of her love one’s who ride here with her left and didn’t come back for her. Her father brought her here but few weeks after that Alice father died same as her mother. After saying that to me I saw Alice tears but she immediately turned it away for me not to see it. I can feel her sadness even though she keep on hiding it from me. I held her hand and said “I won’t leave you, I’m always here for you trust me Alice”.
