13 REASONS WHY SEASON 2 *Fanmade*

|Chapter 2|: "Room's looking good, kid"

I couldn't sleep.
I couldn't eat.
I couldn't think properly.
I couldn't get over.

I don't know If I need someone's help or no. I'm guessing a no, remember what happened to Hannah? Yeah I know that's gonna happen to me. I'm such a bad friend! I want to hit my head so hard but I can't. I don't know, I just have some mood swings and all.

To be honest with everyone aside from Clay, I think I'm the most depressed and affected person about this tapes. Especially with Hannah. I..I became suicidal. I've been listening to some depressing songs, and I'm always kinda alone now. I'm that person who wants to be alone, Sounds depressing? I know.

I have some pretty violent mood swings? If that's a word or something. I do, apathy and rage.

Remember the day me and Montgomery fought? Yes. In the parking lot, everyone was there. Even Mr. Poter saw it.

And I remember the times where I refused to slow down the car when I, Justin and Zach kidnapped Clay.

I remember I fell into Bryce's pool. I didn't care of what could happen to me that time. So I've decided to just fall, thinking about nothing. I didn't care about anything.

And lastly, I cleaned my room. My dad or father or sir. I call him sir, yes it's kinda weird but we have a weird or should I say not an ordinary normal life. Especially if you're living with Alex Standall! Who made a person suicide.

Well my father complimented me saying: "Room's looking good, kid."

I'm gonna miss him, I love him so much. But I think he won't miss me that much, I don't know. That's how I feel. I'm so depressed right now. I just couldn't take it anymore.

I miss being a kid, I wish I could just be a kid forever.

But, I need to end this.
End this pain? End this sadness? End this emotions.

I don't know what am I feeling right now. But It's different.

I'm gonna miss everyone. Hopefully they'll miss me, But no. Haha that's so far, I mean look what they did to Hannah. They even think that she's lying well the truth she isn't.

To be fair, I'm not gonna make any tapes. Because the thing that i'll be doing is no one's fault. It's all my fault.

Alex Standall's fault.

He is an emo, He is a bad guy, He is the worst, He is a stupid guy who made a stupid list, He is a friendship breaker, He is Alex Standall.