Hey Say JUMP : One Shot NC

First : Yamada Ryosuke's Desire

With those beautiful eyes staring deep into my soul, as I grow deeper into the end of my mind, he gently touch my cheeks, carefully looking at my face.

"Is there something in my face?" I said. I always feel embarassed when he stare into me in whatever way it is. Because I know that I'm not that pretty. I don't have those pretty glowing skin like the others, I have lots of blackheads, and I'm not skinny.

"You're thinking about that again," said him.

"How am I supposed to believe it? Billion girls out there and you chose me. Why, Ryosuke? I'm not pretty and you know how I'm not skinny, not like other Japanese girls," I asked him.

"You told me how to love, you told me how everyone is different which makes every each person beautiful," he continues, "you told me to love others from their hearts, not their appearance."

I'm still shocked to hear that, year by year getting bullied by people around me and, I, had always believed that great things would come that makes me shiver in reality. Well, I didn't expect it to be this much.

Suddenly, he kissed me out of nowhere, he took my first kiss. So gentle, it's like he's giving me time to adjust to his lips. In this way we're telling each others how we truly feels. And now I understand why couples do that.

He carried me while we're still deep into our kissing; putting me in his bed. Warm, cozy, and I could smell my favorite scent, lavender from this room. "My favorite?" "I know you like it," "You've prepared for this!" He laugh and kiss my forehead. "Is it wrong to embrace someone that I love?" His kiss goes deeper, alluring every spots on my skin, gently marking my necks that makes me a bit startled. He's tracking every inches on my body.

"No.. You have to stop," I said. I feel hot. I feel weird. It's like something's wrong with my body and it gave me a little headache and it's a bit hard for me to breath normally. "What's wrong?" he asked. "No, I just- I feel hot inside and it'- it's a bit hard to breath normally,"

"That's just like you're saying that you like it, idiot," he smirked at me and catch both hands of mine- tie it roughly over my head. "Wait, Ryosuke- aahh" I bit my lips for not letting any weird sounds out. Without a moment later I find myself with only my undergarment.

"It's not fair," I said, " I'm almost not wearing anything anymore and you're still wearing your shirt," and take his damn shirt- throw it nowhere. "You're impatient," he chuckled. Soon he begin to reveal my undergaments, kissing my lips and down to my neck, to my breast, to my stomach; he took a hard breath in front of my special part that makes me shiver- wanting him to continue straightforward to whatever it is he has in his mind.

"Aahh" I moan with every single of his touch. "You know, you look so sexy in my eyes," he said while brushing his hair which makes him look so hot that I nearly faint. "You're way more sexy to me,"

"I need to make love to you," was what he said before he start sucking on my breast like a baby- no, like a man.

"Aahh, Ryosuke.. Mmh," I can't stop myself from moaning. He played his finger down to my vagina, slowly playing on my clit while I tremble beneath him even more. "What is it?" he ask- and stop playing on my clit suddenly. I gasped not wanting this feeling to end just like this, "Uuh. Ryosuke.."

"Tell me," he said, "Tell me what you want, baby." He came down to my neck, giving another marks. "Please," "Just please make love to me."

And suddenly he split my legs wider and putting his cock into me. "Aaahh," was all that I could say. "It hurst, Ryo," this weird feelings inside of me is a bit disturbing yet make me curious. "Bare a bit, baby," he said while giving me hot kisses, and hot face of him that I would never want to forget.

No longer after that I could feel no pain, but weird sensation inside of me. "Aaah..". By seeing my reaction, he started to move in and out slowly as he can, though he has to bare this amazing sensation that he felt.

"Uuh. You feel so good," he said while moving a bit harder. "Aahh, Ryosuke mmhh. Harder please," I feel really hot. My face, my body, my heart.

He moves faster, inserting his dick deeper, "Aaah please don't stop," I stutters while he hit my g-spot and my minds go completely blank.

"I'm almost there," "Baby, you feel really good," he moan my name and keep making love on me. "I know," "Give it to me, Ryo"

He then no longer could contain his desire and shot his damn sperm inside of me, "Uuh. I'm coming, argh." As I startled of something hot inside of me, he get off and lay down beside me, with a lot of sweats, gazing at my eyes as I touch his cheeks as a 'you did good' kind of telepathy.

"You also did good," he said, "Ne, do you regret giving your first time to me?" I answer, "I did not regret giving my love to someone that appreciate it to its fullest,"

"And you're the only one who could."

"I love you, Ryosuke."

"I've loved you first."

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I'm sorry if there's any mistake of grammar or anything else. English isn't my first language.
This is my first time writing smut and I don't even believe myself!!
Since it's hard to find HSJ fanfic with smut, so I tried to make one.
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