Chrisha's POV
"Umm... might as well, excuse me too. Hehe", They nodded akwardly as I left the dining room and followed Jimin.
"Yah." I whispered, yet he didn't look back.
"Yah, pabo-yah!" I whispered loudly. But argh! I continued following him until I felt something hard on my face. Err... it was Jimin's back-shoulders? Anyways... we stopped at the garden.
"Yah!" I shouted at him.
"Three years?" He growled without even facing me.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"You were together for three years? And I never knew that!?" Now, he's facing me? And...
WTH IS HE SAYING!?
"Yah! I can't understand you!"
"Dont fcking pretend that you have no idea, Chrisha." I got offended. He cursed at me. He actually cursed at me.
"I'm. Not. Pre. Ten. Ding." My hands formed a fist. I'm not f-ing pretending over here! I really have no idea on what he's talking about! ARGH!
"Let me rephrase that, shall I? You and Mingyu over there, have been a couple for three years? Am I right?" No words came out of my mouth.
"Err... yeah, n-no... I don't know!" He smirked.
"You don't know?" Uh, duh. I just said that, babo. [babo/pabo = stupid]
"Look, Jimin. Mingyu and I, w-we're not really together." There! I said it.
"What do you mean?" He hissed. I took a deep breath.
"I don't know but Mingyu just said that out of nowhere. He told me to just go with the flow and act like we're together. But the truth is, we're not." He smirked. Geez, please believe me.
"You expect me to believe you?" Or not. Tsk! Tsk!
"Whatver! It won't be my loss anyways if you won't believe me." I said. I leaped a bit when he punched the wall beside him.
"Don't you understand, Chrisha!?" He screamed. Goodness! I hope they won't hear us from the inside.
"Understand what?"
"THAT I'M STARTING TO FALL FOR YOU, D@MMIT!" It's like the world stopped. Wait, what did he just say?
"That I'm starting to fall for you, d&mmit!"
"Y-you're what?" It's like he immediately transformed into a little kitty from a huge lion as he went near me and hugged me.
"Chrisha, I'm falling for you." Gosh. I can't breathe.
What the heck is this feeling!? No, Chrisha. You shouldn't feel this way.
He released from the hug and looked at my eyes.
"What? Don't you have anything to say?" I came back to my senses.
Anything to say? You're the bad boy who ruins my day. You're the bad boy who embaresses me infront of the whole school community. You're the bad boy who keeps on bugging me. You're the bad boy who keeps on messing with me no matter what I do. Yet, you're the bad boy who saved me from that fire. You're the bad boy who teases me each day - and I find it sad and boring if you're quiet. You're the bad boy who I surprisingly miss whenever you stop annoying me. You're the bad boy king. You're Park Jimin, and that's all I could say.
"Any minute now?" He asked. I blinked twice and took a deep breath.
"J-jimin, I'm sorry..." I'm sorry, Jimin. I just don't know how I feel about you.
"K. I knew it all along." He turned his back on me and messed his hair.
"It's just so stupid of myself believing that I still have a chance. But heck no! You have your Mingyu all ready." I pulled his hand and made him face me.
"How many times do I have to tell you that there is nothing between Mingyu and I! Just trust me, Jimin!" He looked down and punched the wall once more. Oh God, please stop.
"What the heck, Jimin! Your fist is bleeding!" I tried grabbing his hand yet he pulled it away from me.
"It doesn't matter! The fact that you don't feel the same way hurts more than this." God knows I don't want to hurt you, Jimin. I stayed there for a while.
"Go to your honey now." He said in a cold voice.
"N-no. Are you ma--" he didn't let me finish and threw a stone in the opposite direction.
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" My heart ached. Why, Jimin? Why?
"Good luck believing in what's not true." I turned my back on him and started walking away.
"Hey, Chrisha! There you are. Where's my brother?" Sowon unnie asked.
"Outside, unnie." I replied boredly and took my jacket. I wanna go home now.
"Yah! Where are you going?" Mina unnie asked as I placed my hand on the door knob.
"Home." She looked at me grossly as if I was a dead fish.
"You'll walk home alone? But it's too far!" She said.
"I don't bother.." I said and closed the door. If you are seeing me now, you'd probably think I'm a lost zombie. I heard unnie go out and call me but I didn't look back.
Argh. Park Jimin! Why are you making me feel this way!? Why should I bother if you don't believe me? Who are you to me? Who am I to you? Questions I couldn't answer alone.
*tok*tok*tok*
I looked up to the sky as raindrops start falling. I guess the weather knew how I felt and started comforting me with rain. Great. I walked slower than before as the rain started to fall fast. People won't notice my tears since it's raining hard out here.
From: Unniiiiieeeee
Yah. Do you have an umbrella!?
I didn't bother replying to unnie's text. No, unnie. I don't have one.
I was in the middle of the road when a car beaped his horn at me. No. I won't run. I'd rather end this life then suffer any longer from this misery. I closed my eyes. Yet I didn't feel any car on my body. Instead, I felt someone grab me and pulled me close.
"ARE YOU CRAZY!?"
