To Busan and Back || YoonMin

-Chapter 9-

JAKE STOP READING MY STUFF

-J-Hope POV-

I called out Hongbin, Leo, and Ravi from their rooms to meet up. No one asked about Hyuk. And I as well found myself forgetting about him. Slowly, slowly, escaping like he was never there.

As everyone got together, I heard sirens outdoors and a megaphone blaring, "Jung Hoseok, get out here. Unarmed, we have guns and we aren't afraid to use them."

My heart sped up. I had always made sure that I was hidden. How? How did the police find out?

-Hongbin Memory-

I walked into Hyuk's room. It was oddly quiet since Hyuk usually makes a lot of noise. "Hyukkie?" I called out. My voice echoed throughout the ghostly room. Then I saw him. There Hyuk lay, blood leaking around him, contrasting with the blankness of his room.

"Hyuk? Wake up! You don't want to be late for Hoseok's meeting! Hyuk, c'mon stop playing with me!" I laughed crazily, and fell to the floor, tears streaming down my face. "Hyuk.." I whispered and cried myself to sleep, next to him.

Pretending he was still alive. But he wasn't. Several hours later, or minutes, I didn't know, I pulled out my phone. '9-9-9' Click click click. "Hello?" the voice on the line said.

"Hello. My name is Hongbin. I'm here to report a crime. Jung Hoseok.." "...killed..." "..come quickly..." "...thank you..."

......

Several minutes later, I heard knocks on the door. I remembered Hyuk, I would never forget. Never. No matter what.

-J-Hope POV-

My eyes were locked on the door. The footsteps of the others were quickly fading away. They left me behind. In the dark. To danger. But I didn't have their loyalty anymore, so I wasn't surprised. Maybe this was meant to happen.

My feet took those fateful steps to the door, and I placed my cold hand onto the handle. Before I turned the knob, it slammed open and I fell on the floor. A fist met my face, blood poured out of my nose, and then everything was black.

-J-Hope Memory-

I huddled in the back of class. Tears streamed down my face, as kids in my class laughed at me. A swift kick hit me, and someone said, "Just go die, Hoeseok." Laughter echoed throughout the room.

"S-Stop.. What did I do?" I was weak and helpless. No one stood up for me. Ever since I came, I was the odd one out.

"Your so ugly and weak, and stupid, don't come back here! Go away, no one likes you!"

The teacher just stood there, not saying anything. I looked at her, desperation flashing in my eyes, but her head just turned away. Punches flew at my face, my eyes closed. More tears fell and I just shrinked into my corner.

I should just kill myself. They were right. Another voice barged into my head. I didn't want to die. I wanted just to be normal. Why was I stuck with this ugly face, I'm gonna be alone forever. Loneliness also could kill, but it would be more painful than death. But death was scary. Nothing would help me. No one. If I don't want to die, I should just kill everyone. Right?

Death or murder..?

Two sides. Against each other. Forever.

-J-Hope POV-

When the black turned to white, I found myself in a cellar. Lights flickered from outside, and I heard the rough voices of others.

"...robbed a bank.."

"...stabbed a man..."

No one would break me out. I abandoned my family years ago, my school allowance was made up by myself. I wasn't the type to work. So I became a delinquent and stole money.

And now I was in juvie. At last.

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(A/N)

I'm sorry for the short and late updates! I've been busy, and I sorta forgot about this book. Don't kill meh pls >0< !!! I tried to publish after my birthday, and on it, but it got really crowded with celebrations and stuff so I apologize. -Bows- I got a Jackson 28 Sweatshirt today though~ and I'm really happy. Please keep on waiting for updates! Your votes and views make my day! Alsoo~ Someone told me I was spelling principal wrong .3. I'm sorry but I'm too lazy to fix it

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-Yuwan