To Busan and Back || YoonMin

-Chapter 25-

JAKE STOP READING MY STUFF

-Yoongi POV-

As planned, the next day I was taken to counseling. Folding his arms, Dr.Ryeowook stared at me intently. "I presume you know why you're here, Lee Suga."

I nodded, looking around the room. Tons of certificates lined the walls, and patients faces did too. So did notes saying, "You're a lifesaver! Hyolyn was never better, and I finally understand her now! Thank you Dr.Ryeowook ~Sunhye" and various junk like that.

"Tell me Suga, what's wrong?"

"Nothing," I replied stubbornly. Dr.Ryeowook let out a huge sigh.

"Listen.. We need to get through this together, understand? It's my job to make sure you're okay. And to help you. I can't have you dying because of this."

"It's not anything personal which triggered my lung collapsing, okay? Probably still recovering from the time I got hit in the ribs, or something like that."

"Suga it doesn't work like that. Sure, the first time all the air escaped from your lungs, causing your lungs collapsing. But you can breath fine now, can you not?" My eyes darted to the floor self-consciously. "That's what I thought."

"What are you getting to? My feelings won't make my lungs fail." I snorted doubtfully.

"That isn't exactly the case. Your hard feelings are making you have trouble breathing and when your heart hurts, it's also a symptom. Letting out these feelings will make you feel better. Suga, I'm not pressuring you to do anything. We just want to help you get through this."

I sighed. There wasn't really a choice, no matter what Ryeowook told me. "Okay fine. When I was really young, about seven, my mother died. Before that, I had to be separated from my birth town, brothers, and only friend. My brothers, Ravi, Leo, and Hongbin, they almost died in a fire. Then, after my mother died, my dad started working more international, so at age eight I had to learn how to live alone and do everything alone. I went to a school in Daegu and I met Jimin. I had a crush on him." I looked away. "Yeah, I'm gay. Sue me."

"Mhmm, I understand. Go on." The doctor was looking at me, deep in thought.

"And we got along, for a while. There was also this kid named Jungkook who also liked Jimin. But I never really thought of him as a threat. So then one day Jimin, Jungkook and his friend Hoseok suddenly left." I hesitated. This part had to do with Hoseok and my brothers torturing Jimin and Jungkook.

"You don't have to tell this part if you don't want to. I can tell it doesn't have to do with you," Dr. Ryeowook said. I stared at him. Could he read minds? He laughed again, probably guessing what I was thinking.

"Okay. So when Jimin came back, I met him. He had scars lining his legs and stuff, so I followed him into his house to check on him. I didn't get answers though." I left out the part about what he said to me. "After that, my friend Namjoon invited us all to a sleepover-"

"Wait," he cut me off. "What happened to Jungkook and Hoseok?"

"Jungkook he also came back to school. Hoseok... My friend told me he went to juvie." Ryeowook nodded, scribbling in his notebook consequently. "Jungkook wasn't invited, but Jimin and I were. We played spin the bottle and I had to sleep with Jimin. But I wanted answers from him, so I thought this was my opportunity. Some things happened, and all of a sudden Jungkook came through the window.

"He shoved me against the wall and took out a club. I guess he wanted to hurt me for taking Jimin away. Anyways, right when I thought I was going to die, Jimin launched himself between us. He passed out, and Jungkook started crying, mumbling some things. Then he..died. Heart failure.

"Jimin was in a coma, so he was sent to the hospital. I went there every day to see him, skipping school as well. Then, when I was at my house, alone in my room, I received an email from my uncle. My dad was dying and I had to move to Busan. I refused, because I didn't want to leave Jimin, y'know?

"Then he got Ravi, Hongbin, and Leo to hunt me down and put me in a sack. I didn't recognize them at first, though. I was taken to Busan, had to change everything about myself, go to school, and forget about my old life."

"It seems like you haven't." The therapist was still listening closely to my every word.

"Yeah.. I kept on getting flashbacks about Jimin and I honestly was regretting that I left him. Then I found Kim Ji-Soo." A lump formed in my throat. I swallowed it and continued, "She was my old friend, before I moved to Daegu. We started dating and her brother punched my in the rib cage. That started my history of lung collapses.

"Jimin kept on haunting my thoughts every day, and I guess.." I had to admit it. "I missed him. A lot. It got hard breathing sometimes because of this. And then that continued my lung collapses. Then one day, it got really bad. I collapsed in the hallways. I thought I was going to die.. But Jisoo came up to me and tried to help me.

"I pushed her away. Then the school set on fire. She told me to run, and I did, leaving her to the hungry flames. She and lots of others died. I was taken to the hospital and that brings us to now."

He nodded. "You're strong, Lee Suga."

"Min Yoongi."

"Huh?"

"My name is Min Yoongi."

(A/N: Get the references? ;))