When I was 6 or 7 I've always wondered if I would go to heaven
I couldn't tell maybe I'm gonna go to hell or in one
I looked at my teacher who was the best
Talking to another girl who thinks she is the best
Was she not really
We've hung out a lot
But not the best way
Why did she turn me this way
I didn't want it
Nobody understands
It's like a black hole
I'm trying to get out but can't escape
I scream so loud that nobody knows
I try again nobody hears
Yes I am different
But that won't stop me
Yes I am weird
But you don't know the hell I've been through
Everybody says what's wrong we wanna hear you
Once I speak nobody believes
I try so hard to do the truth
When really I can't go through
So why even bother
No point in it anyway
YOU ARE READING
Lost in the winds
PoetryIt's some short poetry that I've written over the years of how I've been able to change and grow.