Am I in hell?

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When I was 6 or 7 I've always wondered if I would go to heaven
I couldn't tell maybe I'm gonna go to hell or in one
I looked at my teacher who was the best
Talking to another girl who thinks she is the best
Was she not really
We've hung out a lot
But not the best way
Why did she turn me this way
I didn't want it
Nobody understands
It's like a black hole
I'm trying to get out but can't escape
I scream so loud that nobody knows
I try again nobody hears
Yes I am different
But that won't stop me
Yes I am weird
But you don't know the hell I've been through
Everybody says what's wrong we wanna hear you
Once I speak nobody believes
I try so hard to do the truth
When really I can't go through
So why even bother
No point in it anyway

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