I'm not romanticizing drug use or mental illness
He breathed in and out heavily, but still managed to be full of energy. He loved practicing their dances for upcoming stage performances because for those few hours, he didn't feel anything. His mind was preoccupied on getting the steps right, perfecting his form.
It was like the whole world disappeared. The only thing he could hear was his breathing and the only thing he physically could feel were the various vibrations that his and the other members released into the wooden floors with every step.
He hated when practice was over. When the music shut off, the room grows silent and he starts thinking again.
"I need a fix."
A/N- Hey! Hope this will be as good to read as it is to write. I really enjoy writing about irl issues that are usually unspoken, and what better way to do that then with my bias kpop group? Anyways, these will probably be short chapters but that means more frequent updates (yay) and i'll get super unmotivated easily so this is good for me. (ex: I'd prob update multiple times a week versus once a week/ every two weeks. This way you guys can remember the plot better versus having to re-read the previous chapters constantly) :)
If you think its better for me to upload longer chapters less frequently, let me know! If a lot of people prefer it then I wouldn't mind switching it up.
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You Make Me High / yugbam
FanficIn which yugyeom couldn't supply the high that bambam was craving. / WARNINGS: heavy drug use, mentions of mental illness, rape and smut