I'm having anxiety attacks lately..heart beating rapidly, I haven't been smoking for almost three months, I don't know why it's acting up like this..maybe diabetes kicking in? cause its bound to happen..through family..
My suicidal thoughts been coming back recently since last Sunday..a best friend of mine killed himself and everyone been blaming me for it.. it got bad to the point i didn't want to get up for school..
My stress has been eating me whole..
I want to change but I can't..
I've been having bi polar issues and anger issues at school to where the almost cuffed me..
I hate myself ... I'm a disappointment..
Don't follow in my foot steps have a healthy life..
