His Mona Lisa Smile (BoyXBoy)

chapter 5

ITS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY! :DDD Im an old fart :3. So as my present i present u guys with my present!!haha..that was fun...and..well feel free to write me happy b day ..it wudnt hurt ya know.and i dedicated this to mizkookie25 cause her comments made me happy.:3<3

Chapter 5!

Jordon~

Im an asshole.The look on his broken face,was... was terrible. it made my chest constrict as i departed from anya,the school slut feeling completely disgusted with myself.i ran after him but for a little guy,hes speedy even as he limped as he ran.i was pissed that i could have prevented this.i had gym next.i could have been right next to him to protect him.but i wasnt.he ran into an alley and i lost him.i ran everywhere i knew the alley leaded to.by the time i found him standing on the rail of a bridge.

Drew*

I bolted for the alley.i had no clue where i was going but anywhere was better than with Jordon.i squeezed through two buildings and saw a bridge.it had a small river below it.i slowed down and walked towards it.i leaned on the railing and looked below.it was about a 50 foot drop.would anyone miss me? I could only think of one person who would.my parents disowned me when i came out.my brother takes care of me but hed get over it.there was no one else.tears swelled in my eyes at the thought of my family.my mom, the sweetest woman ever.before i came out i was nervous and fidgety. She put her hand on my shoulder and said that i was her baby and shed love no matter what.i believed her.she blew up and told my dad.she ran to her room screaming "hes a fucking faggot!!" My dad screamed at me.he punched me and told me to leave.my little brother Nicholas, who stood no taller than 3 feet tall cried at the door way.my dad told him tears dont spill for queers.he looked at me and mouthed ' i still love you drewy'. I cried so hard.i later moved in with my boyfriend. I let him yell at me.cheat on me.push me around.i let him beat me to the ground and spit on me.i had nowhere else to go.he broke up with me because i wouldn't have sex with him.my older brother took me in and has cared for me ever since.i knew hed be hurt by this the most because he actually cared about me and i think hes the only person who ever loved me.what Jordon did just added to my table of bull shit. for some reason it hurt so much more than it should have.i guess you cant fall for someone so quickly and expected them to feel the same.i knew it was to good to be true. i sighed and stepped over the rail and held on and took a deep breath.i could either live and be abused everyday by an ignorant world who hates me and wont accept me.or i could end it all.i leaned forward.there was screaming from a few people.telling me not to do it.screaming and begging.i didnt care.i leaned forward and let go and started saying the 'Our Father' prayer.i knew it wouldn't do any good but why not?arms wrapped around me and i was swung over the rail and tackled to the ground.i turned around and swung violently at the person.

"Why!?! Fuck you! I hate you! So much you fucking bastard!!" I sobbed hysterically and kept punching," why would you stop me?"

" because i care about you you fucking idiot!" I looked up to see the furious teary eyes of Jordon.i hit him as hard as i could in the jaw and ran.

Jordon*

I stood up and held my jaw.i couldn't believe he hit me.hard.i ran after him as fast as i could and caught his arm and slowed down.he tried shaking out of my grip,but i wasnt having it.why i care so much for this kid,i couldnt tell ya.but i knew i had to make this right.

"Drew please!" I yelled out of breath," please stop!"

"No!" He screamed still trying to free himself," why should i? Obviously you dont care!" He was drenched but i could see him crying, the tears racing from his eyes as he choked on his words.he snatched his arm away and started running.i caught up to him in 2 steps and wrapped my arms around his shoulders tightly.he elbowed my stomach but i held on tight.i kept holding him till he calmed down. He slumped into my chest defeated and cried.