Chicago pds new girl

birthday plans 😍and break ups

getting to my flat i checked my phone jay had messaged

jay,hey dem erm when you get this give me a ring it's important nothing bads happened just we really need to talk

what the hells going on "I've just got to make a phone call just make your self's at home 1 sec" I said walking to the bathroom pressing dial as I go

j) hey dem

m) hey what's up ?

j) well erm wow this is hard to do over here phone

then my belly dropped m) what's hard ?

j) we can't keep seeing each other demi

m) haha that's gonna be hard I work with you

j) I don't mean that way I mean us me and you we can't keep what ever it is going

m) why what's changed your mind ?

j) nothing just I like you more as a friend that is all your an amazing girl and I just don't won't to ruin what we got as friends we make a mint team just not that part

I felt like I wanted this to like this was right we was just supposed to be friends not lovers like I love jay but as a friend

m) yea I get what you mean I feel like this is right

j) good cause I don't wanna loose you as a partner or as a friend we work amazing together and are banter is amazing haha

m) yea I get it we was cut out to work and be friends but the other part wasn't so fitting

j) okay right so we good

m) yea were good I'll message you later about the party details but we are gonna have to tell everyone it's for gab just obviously not gabby right see you jay bye

j) okay yea I'll let everyone no once you've sorted it all out and okay see you but

then we hung up the phone letting out a deep breath my heart didn't hurt like I thought it would but it honestly didn't walking into the living room silvey and lesley was sat on my couch mac on the table and surfing the net for good venues and silvey was on her phone looking for props my heels clicked and they both turned to me "hey out important? " lesley asked I shook my head sitting on the chair opposite them "me and Jay just ended things it just didn't feel right "I said and aw's come out of their mouths "honestly it's fine I feel like it was the right thing to do plus I felt like him and Erin had a little spark and my coming just puffed it out I'm glad really "I said to them and they smiled "well then if your fine and you mean it let's get to planing the best birthday party are girl deserves !" lesley said to me "but first come give me a cuddle I no you happy about this but weather or not it's good for use it will still hurt so bring it in !"she said laughing both of them held their arms out and I dived between them laughing I rolled to a sitting position between them "love you guys !!"I said to them they chuckled "love you to " they both said I smiled "right let's do thiss !!!"

after hours of searching their was no venues were avaliable for Halloween night what the he'll are we gonna do silvey had bought loads of decorations now to find a god dam venue to have the party! !!! "I'm gonna have to message jay and see if hes got any idea" I said to them they nodded

me) hey erm were kinda struggling to get a venue any ideas?

j) erm have you asked Herman to use molly's? ?or do you want me to ?