im not that easy

Heaven couldn't wait for you

(Listen to this on kavonne pov)

Eboni pov

Me and takeoff was laying down my kids don't go to school so we was watching tv I love him he made the kids call him dad and shit and he basically moved in and he going on tour in 2 weeks imma miss him but imma get a break too shit these kids gotta go I dose back to sleep and I wake back up like  a hour later and the bed is empty I hear no noises at all I sit up my mind immediatly go to the worse are they dead I text him to see if they good

Me:yu ok where y'all at 

😈😍😘baby💦🔥💍:we  fine we at ice cream world or no this is cold stone we getting breakfast 

Me:aight

I got up and went to the shower I was going to the mall today and run some things so I had to get I went to the shower and shaved I got out and went to the closet I curled my hair a lik but I put on 

I walked to my car and pulled off I looked down at my feet as I heard screeching I looked up to smash right into a tractor trailer was all I knew before smelling gas and blacking out I seen  a white light I know I'm not dying please I have kids to live for I tried pulling back but I still like life was leaving me anyway what would my kids do without me being there 

Kavonne pov

I just got finished doing someone birth when I heard someone say "we need doctors on deck a lady in her twenties identified as eboni Parker was in a car accident word is now she is not alive but they are trying to revive her but there is no pulse the guy in the truck has been pronounced dead she is not responding so it's possible she is too"one of co workers said I stopped and realized they were talking about eboni Parker my bestfriend I swell up really bad I ran to my car and got in I went to her house to see where the kids I seen takeoff car there  I walked right in the house he was on the floor with the kids I started crying he sat up and came over to me now I was stuttering and frantic I looked at him knowing this was gonna be hard I looked at the kids to see there worried face its to early I thought "ummm eb-eboni is dead she got into a car accident like 30 minutes ago and I heard she has no pulse"I said I could tell he started crying now the kids walked over us "get up to the hospital please"I said and walked out he was right behind me I got in my car and he got in his I headed to tori house he headed to the hospital I pulled up to tori house and got out I knocked on the door repeatedly offset opened it and looked at me and grabbed my hands "ummmm ebony is dead possibly go to the hospital please to see"I said he called tori and I left the house I headed back to the hospital I pulled up to it and I went to the waiting room where takeoff and the kids were in the play area offset walked in tori took the kids to the playroom "someone call qua tell him to go get kabri and the twins please"I said and sat down I was shaking nonstop and I was rocking back and forth because I had nothing else to say or do I had to rocking back and forth for a minute I looked up to see qua and the kids tori took them to the kids room qua sat me on his lap and she came back in and sat down I cried and I went to the desk "umm is there new on ebony Parker"I said looking at Nancy the desk lady she was on the phone with someone not work related cuz she was talking bout niggas kids and money she ignored me I pressed the button on the phone to hang up I looked at her "I said is there any news on ebony Parker now don't make me get behind the desk and get it myself"I said she looked shook  cuz when I said it I didn't flinch or blink she looked at something and she raised her eyebrows "umm eboni Parker is deceased she died from all the gas in her lungs it was no way she was gonna survive the crash in sorry ma'am but she was just pronounced dead"she said a tear escaped her face I began breathing heavy I held my chest and I collapsed crying I cried hard and I felt everything tumble down around me I cried I was knocking stuff off the desk quavo lifted me up by the way I reacted everyone in there was looking at me "tori ebony is dead"I said crying and allowing my self to fall a man came out "I was with ebony and her last words to you guys 'good souls don't die just there bodies I guess heaven couldn't wait for me I love and my babies all of them make me happy' were her last words before crying then the too her last breath and she died I ran to quavo who was crying she wasn't even 25 yet I thought what about the kids who would they be with I was so stressed I cried so hard and I was close I can't that's my bestie I love her  I can't i just I look to see tori coming to me she was crying we sat on the floor and cried together I couldn't do it takeoff had his head in his pants hands and was crying I wondered what would these kids do now wat I cried as I layer my head in tori lap as we sat on the hospital floor we cried it's to soon you will be missed ebony and never forgotten 

(Literally cried doing this chapter and the  song will have yu like damn)