It's hard sometimes, totally to you, to act like I don't wan't you in all the ways I do.
It's hard sometimes, to look at you, to act like I wasn't staring when you look back.
It's fucking hard sometimes, to stay quiet, when all I want to do is scream how much I love you.
Somedays it feels like I'm okay.
Somedays I can be your friend.
Somedays I have to censor every word I say.
Somedays I just can't pretend.
