your the reason why

the day it ended

Nancie POV:

I had enough. I couldn't do it anymore. I was drowning in lies and decit from the people I once trusted. I had to end it. I had to end it all. But something was telling me to give life one more chance because I believed everyone deserved one which was a bad mistake,that's probably how I ended up here in the first place. It was Friday today and I had managed to drag my self through the whole week already so I thought one more day couldn't hurt, well I guess I was wrong. It was already half 6 in the morning and I had half hour to get to school so I quickly got changed, brushed my hair and teeth and made my way outside to the bus stop. There was something about the way the wind hit the sides of my face that made me feel free. I loved it because it made me feel good about something, about living. When the bus approached me I stepped on and took a seat at the very back out of everyone's way. I hated buses. They made me feel claustrophobic and I was drowning in the stares from mindless teenagers. When we arrived in hell ( school) I had enough time to go to my locker. Which was the second bad mistake I had made today.

As I walked around the corner, I saw him. His green malicious eyes staring straight ahead but thankfully not at me. I new I had to walk away but I couldn't. I was paralyzed by his eyes as they were now sending me daggers, I saw his face turn cold as he eyes were still locked with mine. I went to run away but I felt a strong pair of hands grasp my shoulders and swing me around like I was a toy. I was now face to face with the man who was set on making my life hell and seemed to succeed. I had no idea why he disliked me but from the day I saw him strutting down the coridoor I new he was bad. What Issac had done to me was unspeakable, no matter how much I hated someone, I wouldn't wish what he had done to me upon anyone. Issac grey. He bent down and whispered in ear " are you looking forward to tonight angel". My blood boiled at the sight of him, but instead of fighting back, I tilted my head because he wouldn't have been prepared for what was going to come out of my mouth next and I wasn't prepared for what the consequence might be. I looked him dead in the eye and saw nothing but hate. I breathed steadily and walked away before I did something that I would regret,( probably not actually). Him saying that made my choice easier about leaving, but I wasn't about to give him the satisfaction so I waited the rest of the day out which was my third and final mistake today.

It was lunch now and I was just considering not ending my life but then I saw her. Holly Robinson. My once best friend before she stabbed me right in the back. The thing is I trusted holly with my life, she was like a sister to me then one day she switched, it was like she was a completely different person. Anyway holly knew about Issac and what he was doing to me, she even had a picture. One day I walked in to school and saw the picture of me and Issac stuck around the school, she even sent it to my parents but that's a different story. Its been two years since and still to this day I have no clue as to why she hated me so much. I wasn't going to turn and walk away, no ,I waited for her to approach me and speak so this could be done with." Oh look who it is little miss slut of the century , if your looking for Issac he's back down there" she said as she pointed in the direction I just came from. I was about to say something when jay ran up to me, picked me up and ran down the hall with me on his shoulders." Jay put me down right now, she needs to be set straight" I yelled at him punching his back as he placed me on the floor." What have I told you about getting in to arguments with her" he said in a low, intimidating voice. " she came up to me and why do you care anyway, you never did before" I said to him , my voice raising slightly. He stopped dead in his tracks and spun me around. God what is it with people doing this today!! " I told you this before I'm here to stay and I'm not gonna let you get hurt" he said calmly. All I could think was that its a bit to late for that.

I guess your wondering who jay is ?? Well we used to be really close but I started developing feelings for him, I could never tell him that though,so I started to distance myself from him but as you can see he just won't leave . he was a really nice boy and I could tell he didn't feel the same as me, so I ignored the feelings I felt for him. He really did mean well but I couldn't be around him without the feelings coming back. " thanks jay but I just need to go" I said as the tears threatened to fall from my eyes. He looked at me worriedly before he said " go where?" . " I- I have to go I'm so sorry " that was the last thing I said to him before I was finally free....