your the reason why

tape two \\ reggie moor

Reggie's POV:

I've been thinking a lot about nancies death and I feel so guilty for it. I knew she knew something about me but I couldn't quite grasp what it was. I was so lost in thought when the door bell rang, putting me out of my misery. When I opened it no one was there but when I looked down I saw a brown box. I picked it up, took it inside and opened it. I realised there were 6 tapes but they looked liked someone had already used them. I didn't think much of it until I listened to the first one. I was almost in tears. So that's what Nancie knew. Omg dynasty. She was the first one on the tapes ,she knows. Before I could start the next tape I started to procrastinate , I thought about what I must've done to her to get her to kill herself. If you think about it ,its not that big of a thing when you read it in books but when it happens in real life to you the it really gets you thinking.

I plucked up enough strength to get to the next tape , until I realized it was mine. " Reggie, I know you know why your on these tapes. You are so misleading. You act all innocent but when you get to know you ,my god looks can be deceiving. I know you can't forget what you did, I bet it plays on your mind all night doesn't it. I don't know how you can live with yourself knowing what you did to him. You killed him. You killed Jesse and you threatened to kill me after, you would come up to me in school and threaten me just a little bit more until you were satisfied I wouldn't talk. I was there the day you done it,and you knew I was. You made it hard for me to get up in the morning. How could you do that to someone I love so much, the same flesh and blood. I just don't get why you did it. You looked after dynasty so well until the night at the party. You have a lot of explaining to do as do i" I couldn't take it anymore, I ripped the earphones out of my ears and started to pace the floor. I had to speak to dynasty, this wasn't the whole truth. I called dynasty as quick as I could, still pacing the floor. She let it go to voice mail but on the second go she answered. " babe didn't listen to the tapes they didn't tell the truth" I said with a pleading tone in my voice. "Did you do it, d-did you kill someone?" she said angrily down the phone. " y-yeah" I replied shakily " but its not what you think,I had to but I cant tell you over the phone I have to see you" I tried to say calmly. " yeah I know its not the whole truth, mine isn't either. You would tell me if he done that to me,wouldn't you?" She asked curiously. " no baby I would never have let Issac touch you, you have to believe me" . I knew that was a lie. I did kill a man and he did touch her. God I feel so helpless. Why did Nancie have to make tapes?, why did she have to die? She will leave me if I tell her she was raped by one of our close friends and she will leave me if I tell her I killed someone.

Once me and dynasty met up I immediately ran up to her and hugged her. She was a bout reluctant at first but she did hug back. " I only have two questions reg" she said as she was almost in tears. " OK, I did kill a man but trust me when I tell you I had to do it i-" I was cut of when she interrupted me by saying " it wasn't just some man, reg , it was nancies brother. How the hell could you kill her brother. I know it wasn't just your fault, there are 4 other people on them tapes and they were just as bad as ours, but her brother reg, how could you?" She was practically shouting now. " listen baby I know I have a lot of explaining to do but you gotta hear me out, OK.?" She shock her head telling me to carry on. " there was someone after nancie , he came to me and told me he would hurt everyone I loved if I didn't do him a favour. I didn't know what that favour was until I saw her brother standing there tied to a pole, all I had to do was pull the trigger, and I did." I was crying at this point. I looked at her and she looked like she had just had a brain wave. " wait , reg who was after her"? she said looking like she had just saw a ghost. "I don't know he had a mask on, baby what's wrong" I asked curiously. " you haven't finished the tapes yet,have you?" She asked with a worried face. " no I stopped half way through mine to talk to you, why who was after her?" " I can't tell you babe , you have to finish the tapes and you can't talk to me until you do" I was about to speak but she ran away, I tried to follow her but ,it was too late.

I drove home as soon as I could to finish the tapes. When I got to tape 6 it finally hit me as to who was after Nancie.