Cold Heart Killer

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Chaos

There is something about it, that I've always loved, that I've always wanted be a part of it.

I don't know what it is but since I remember I've always been drowned to it.

There is something inside of me that loves of people scream when they are being dragged away from their lives.

How a single person could make such a mess...or how a simple airplane could destroy two big towers and could take away so many people's lives.

Since young age, I've always felt amazed by how the ocean's water could devastate villages and cities.

I remember when I started talking about theses attacks and deaths, my parents said 'be careful of what you talk about, because people might consider you some psychopath'.

What if I am, because I for sure know that, what I feel inside of me when I hear that some bomb exploded and killed thousands of people, I know that this feeling it's not normal. I'm too happy, I'm too interested in it.

Some part of me is still wishing for the war between EUA and Korea, because I know that these countries have nuclear bombs...and some part of me wants that bombs to explode and for them to kill a lot, a lot of people.

"Hey, are you listening to me?"-Doctor Will says looking at me, interrupting my thoughts.-"You were telling me about your first victim, what was her name again Millie?"