Victuri On Ice [COMPLETED] ~ Book One Of Two

Endless Suffering ~ Chapter Fifteen Victor POV

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I sigh and head towards Yurio's room, as I'm walking down the hallway I feel a slight breeze. I shiver and notice that his light is off. So, I decide not to bother him. I turn towards my room and flip the light switch on. I look around, tears filling my eyes... Why Yuri? I wipe the tears and lay on my bed, just thinking while staring at the ceiling. Yuri left me alone... Yurio must think it's all his fault. I should go talk to him.

I get off the bed, slowly reaching for the doorknob and twist it. I pull the door open as it screeches. I shake my head and rush towards Yurio's room. I twist the doorknob, its open. I slowly push the door open. I walk in and am surprised, the window is wide open and the curtains are blowing from the wind. Yurio is nowhere to be found. I feel a tear streak down my cheek.

I'm alone... Completely alone. First Yuri and now Yurio? Why? Why was the world so cruel to me? I haven't done anything wrong to them... Or anyone. I'm sorry for whatever I did to you guys. I feel more tears drown my eyes and stream down my face. My legs get weak and now I'm down on my knees, crying into the palms of my hands with no one to help me. "I'm so sorry..." I say aloud. I look around Yurio's room, finding no letter, but he left his phone and took no clothes with him. He really didn't want to look back, what went wrong? Were we not good enough for him? Did he leave to find Yuri? Was he only going to be gone for a day or two? All I know is that he left and so did Yuri. I decide to try and take a shower, in my lonely apartment building.

I take my first step into the shower and the water burns my stomach, I turn the cold water on a little bit. I grab the shampoo and as I'm pouring it onto my head, tears start to fall again. The last shower I took was with Yuri... I sigh. I'm so alone now. I remember the last day I saw Yuri... The last look he gave me before he left the note and the house behind him, along with me.  All he took was the baby, our baby. I sigh again, scrubbing the shampoo into my hair.

I look down and my knees start to feel weak. I decide to sit, holding my legs to my chest. I miss him already and its only been about two days. I wash the shampoo out, stand up, turn off the shower water and step out of the shower. I grab a towel and rub my hair dry. More tears fall, I let everyone down. I feel so selfish, I should've stopped it. I should've helped... But I didn't. I'm such on idiot! I punch the mirror and it shatters, a piece of glass gets stuck in the palm of my hand somehow.

I pull it out and blood starts to drip, everywhere. I grab the first aid kit and get the rubbing alcohol out of the bathroom cabinet. Shit!! I'm such a fucking screw up. (Sorry for the language guys.) I open up the first aid kit and take out a roll of adhesive tape. I then grab a cotton ball and pour the rubbing alcohol onto the cotton ball. I press it on my open wound. I flinch as the burning sensation runs throughout my hand. I take it off and apply a bandaid, along with the adhesive tape once it stops bleeding. I sweep and pick up the glass in the bathroom and throw it away.

I walk out of the bathroom with a long, tired sigh. I look around the apartment. Nothing to do. I look in Yurio's room and decide to play a video game. I turn on his very old XBox and put in The Legend Of Zelda: The Ocarina Of Time. I start playing and get to the part where Link finds Zelda at her horse stables. I play all of the notes of the ocarina correctly. I've played this game so many times with Yuri and he always made me play this part because he could never get it. I laugh and look to my side, waiting for someone to laugh along... No one was there. I finally get to the part with the zombies. This part is really fun! I, again, look to my side for someone to help me through this part. No one was there... again. I get to a save point And turn off the system.

I walk back to my bedroom and twist the handle, slowly pushing the door open. I decide to lay down. I cuddle up in my blankets, alone. I silently cry into the sheets. I'm in the middle of my king size bed, curled up in my blankets, crying, with no one to help me. I squeeze my eyes shut and fall asleep thinking about everything I've done wrong in my life.

The next day.

I wake up and hug a pillow next to me, thinking it was Yuri. I chuckle at myself and kiss the pillow. I walk down to the kitchen and make myself a bowl of cereal. I eat it in 5 minutes. I get bored doing nothing with my life and decide to go for a run. I put on one of my shoes and as I'm putting on the other, a realization hits me. I'm living in a world of endless suffering. My life has been torture from the start, my parents made me strive too be the best. Now that I had done that and succeeded, I've lost the two most important people in my life. It seems I lose everything and everyone with it. My world is shit... To burn off all of the steam, I decide to go on my run now. I leave the house with that very thought on my mind.

I'm about 15 minutes into my run and I hear a loud crash and a screech coming closer and closer to me. Oh no...