Roller Coaster || J.B

VALENTINE'S DAY SPECIAL - Chapter 14.

Skyler

So it's been a month. One dreadful month since that stupid argument with Savannah and Victoria. Justin went back to Atlanta 2 days after that day. Nor Ryan or Justin have bothered to talk to me since. I really had no idea, that their girlfriends actually controlled who they talked to. Chaz hasn't talked to me as much either; apparently the blonde girl that was at the club that day also lived in Stratford. What are the coincidences?

I can tell you that being at school with them is pretty awkward. I really have no idea as to why they weren't talking to me. I knew that if it had something to do with Victoria and with the threat they sent me that day, Ryan would of grew a pair of balls and defended his friendship with me or at least would of gave me a good bye or something! And Chaz... I really have no clue what's up with him. He talks to me sometimes, like once or twice a week if I'm lucky.

Everything changed the second Justin stepped foot in Stratford and I was not one bit satisfied. The only positive thing is that I at least have Harry and Autumn to talk to.

Ever since I met Harry at the club, we've been talking every single day. Texting, Skyping, Calling, Snapchatting, Instagraming and even Twittering. I'm truly grateful to have him as my best friend. It's crazy how in one month, everything changed. I went from having 2 best friends to 3, then back down to 2 and no it wasn't the original 2 ( Ryan and Chaz, to Ryan, Chaz and Autumn to now only Autumn and Harry). I didn't have the guts to say that Ryan and Chaz were no longer my best friends, because we still were, we're just going through a stage, I suppose.

I'm so conflicted. Everything is a mess. I just wish I would have my two dorky best friends back, so I can hang out with them every single Friday. Obviously plus Autumn, who now lives back in Stratford, oh and of course Harry and the lads, if they weren't you know, the biggest international British boy bad. Shit, Harry's British talk has been rubbing off on me. I seem to be saying 'Bloody Hell ' when something goes awry. Anyways back on topic... Oh yeah! Friday nights, like today.

Today is Valentine's Day. I planned on spending it in my bedroom, under the warmth of my comforter as I watched Netflix off my laptop, as one does when you're single and none of your best boy friends want to talk to you, and your best girl friend is out on a date. But this year it changed. I actually had plans. Was I going out with someone? Nope. Wait whaaaat? You ask. I'm having a Skype date with Harry.

Ha ha ha.

Laugh all you want but it's the closest thing to close we had. He was all the way back in England and I'm here in freaking Canada. So while you're making fun of me, I at least have something better to do. Harry and I were really cheesy but really who cares. As long as I'm able to see him, it makes my day 20 times better. He makes me feel like a happy bubble of joy!

Okay that was a bit weird.

But it's true! He makes me feel different and not in a bad way. He gives me a sense of security, which was something that I desperately needed and the only person who had ever given me that was Justin...

Anyways, don't want or need to bring up that topic. I'll talk to you about that later...

If you were to ask me if I liked Harry, I wouldn't be able to answer you. I'm honestly so confused about my feelings... I really don't know if I'm ready to have another boyfriend but then again who am I kidding. He's Harry Fucking Styles for crying out loud. He would never date a nobody like me. Plus think about it, so much drama would start up. 'Harry Styles dating mystery girl! 'It all sounds so cliché, like one of those stupid fan fictions! But then okay my life was a fan fiction (A/N lol see what I did there ;) back to the story). I guess you could say I was living each and every Belieber's dream. I am best friends with Ryan and Chaz and Justin was my ex-boyfriend. I guess you can say I was living most Directioner's dreams too, with the fact that I now knew all the boys and had a closer friendship with Harry.