Inspired by Tord_is_gay
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-I'm very hypocritical
-I pressure people to do stuff when I don't mean to
-I'm impatient as hell, oh my god
-I usually try sort out my friends fights and problems, both irl and online, but I can't sort myself out
-I'm too loud
-I'm too quiet
-I'm too confused
-My acne, I know everyone hates acne but it's just a fact that I do
-The body I was born in. When I have a shower there's two mirrors in my bathroom and I see my body and kind of curl up into a ball. More specifically the fact I have a female's body
-My constant need of approval
-The way I get that feeling, like I want to scream I'M GAY!! and let everyone know all the fucking time like chill Ash, not everyone needs to know
-I get so enraged when other people mess up my friends pronouns
-I think I'm lowkey heterophobic but idk why
-I can't make friends. Seriously. I stutter and choke on my worms.. damnit
-I get very critical of music tastes and I try not to it just happens. Like for example I'm im the skeletøn clique but whenever I hear my step dad sing heathens in the most monotone voice ever I flip. Now, I fucking love that song, it just... you know?
-I'm too scared of being a 'fake fan'. Again with the hypocrisy
-I lowkey beg for attention. Like I'm that person who feels shitty then rants about myself for someone to tell me it's worth it or they relate just because... I want people to like me
-My messy hair.
-I don't do it anymore really, but i used to feel left out when I'm with kids so I used to draw something they like to the best of my ability and sort of.. show off to them? Like not in a IM BETTER THEN YOU way just like.. a way for them to like me
-My opinions can be swayed wayyy too easily, depending on the topic though
-I'm a big egotistical when it comes to art
-I sometimes accidentally make Mary Sues even though I try so so hard and I give them a good, flawed personality and I use colour wheels. Backstories aren't my forte
-I get too angry, online I disguise myself as coolheaded and basically frisk, so my online friend basically think that's me, I mean when I rant I get very angry. I only really get angry at those I love most tbh
-I'm not good enough
-I never clean
-I make "why I hate myself" lists and publish them publically
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So here's my flaws and what I hate about myself!
This isn't for attention, so don't you dare post positive stuff
This isn't a rant either, I'm not blue nor white, I'm faint-grey
Just, this is me
