i love it how you don't care that i try so hard to be normal.
you don't say,
namjoon, it's okay to be yourself.
you know that even if it's perfectly fine to be me,
i shouldn't.growing up,
my father had a lot of expectations from me
that i'd be a pilot
or a doctor or a lawyer.
he loved me, no doubt.
my father always wanted the best for me.
the best; not the one that would make me happy.when they found out that i used to sneak out at nights to go to the club to perform, they were furious.
i've gone through weeks of lockdown.
they took away my things.
i really hated them then.
but, i couldn't stop.
something forced me to go on.
keep making music.i don't believe in faith.
i don't believe in anything, really.
except myself.
i'm grateful that music was the centre of my life, because it's music that brought me to you.i used to fold paper planes in the science class.
when they spoke of aeroplanes and war aircrafts, i always felt weird.
i felt like i was a paper plane in a world of jets.when my parents let me come to seoul to follow my dreams,
they told me that if i did not succeed, i would always be invited back to my house.
they still loved me.when i kiss you, i momentarily forget a lot.
but this always lingers in the back of my mind,
will my family, or yours, ever accept us, our love?
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"together"
Fanfiction"i've spent hours contemplating the words to say to you but no combination of twenty six different letters could ever accurately capture even a sliver of what this feeling is." OR in which kim namjoon is hopelessly in love with kim seokjin who is i...