I'll never leave you

Today marks one months since I started dating the one and only Austin Carlile! I would be dead if it wasn't for him! He's amazing! He screams really loud and angerly-Ly-Ly for a band called Of mice and men. I first met Austin at a gas station. I smiled and said "hello" and he replied by saying "whoa your beautiful" I self harm and I have an eating disorder but I have been a little better with Austin. When I he first found out that I had these issues he immediately helped. The first thing he did to help was that he came over and took all my blades and put them on my counter "1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8... Little blades that could of ended your life. Take one." So I picked up my favorite one. Austin then puts his arm out "Cut my arm not yours" he then un-buttoned his skinny jeans and said "cut my leg not yours" pulling his jeans back up he said "I love you more than you will ever know and I don't want to loose you." I stated to cry and he buttoned his jeans and then takes me into a warm embrace that most people call a hug but I call it a lifesaver.