I Still Remember (a Niall Horan's fanfic)

Part 24

"Oh Ed- I" My voice was unclear. I was unable to talk in that moment. The words just didn't come out. No matter how much I tried they didn't. 

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"Hi Claire!" I heard a voice at my back screaming. I was about to leave the party when Zoe finally appeared. 

"Oh hi..." I said. I was in a bad mood since the moment Ed had told me about the moving to Germany. I was heart broken. He was living, just as Niall. The second guy that was living me, not because he didn't love me, but because of business life. It was so sad, that I could never find the right guy. Since I was a little girl I always thought that it was Niall, but he left and he has found his "right girl". I was no longer included in his life. 

"What's wrong?" She asked with a glass on her hand. I could see it had not much alcohol, but it had a little at least. 

"Is just nothing. I was almost leaving." I said taking my purse to my arm. 

"Oh no! You girl are going to have fun in here!" She placed her arm around my neck and showed me the entire party. "Listen Bertie is not your cousin so... you can have fun with him" She said smiling suspiciously. I looked at her astonished in a bad way. "I mean talk to him" She cleared her throat. "Oh look he's over there...."

"No Zoe leave him" I tried to stop her. 

"Oh please Claire... Bertie! Come here" She screamed for a moment I felt she was going to get drunk if I left her, but in the moment she  saw a guy she went to the dance floor with him, and obviously her cup. 

"Hi" Bertie said. His hand inside the pockets and his face as pretty as a baby. 

"Hi" I saw him straight to his beautiful eyes. His lovely eyes. 

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"Claire..." I heard a mysterious voice at my back.

"No leave me alone!" I screamed as I walked out of the party I covered my face and ran away to the grass. 

"I am sorry!" He said as he followed me running. 

"Sorry? For almost getting me naked inside there?" Tears suddenly came through my cheeks. I was scared. 

"I am just... Yes I am sorry" He admitted. 

I turned at him full of fears inside me. He was almost going to take his clothes off, when I stopped him. 

"Why did you did that?" I asked with my hand on my hips trying to be serious about it. 

"I just... I am sorry I" He went closer to me until I could feel his breath again like inside the house. "I just think I need you" He said almost kissing me. I pulled him gently off my body. He pressed his chest into mine. 

"Stop it!" I said. He kissed me almost forced. 

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"He took my body pressed to his and he was about to kiss me when I pushed him away" I screamed with so much anger. 

"Shut up! He is downstairs!" Zoe whispered so he couldn't hear about it. 

"I don't care! I hope he could hear! I just hate him" I said. I walk through her room desperated. I walked all over. I took one of her pillows and pressed to my face to scream. 

"I am sorry Claire. I never thought he could be so dirty." She said so ashamed of Bertie. She looked down and moved her lips as if planning what she could do with him when I was gone. 

"No never mind" I said. I was now in a awful mood, but talking to her seemed to calm me always. "I mean I think I was a little exaggerated" I smiled at the ground and started laughing. I think I was liking him a little. Then I could remember Edmond who was living in a few days. Tears suddenly came put and Zoe was not sure of what she could do. It was so weird. I was at firs screaming, then laughing and suddenly crying. "Ed is leaving to Germany" I said while she hold me into her arms.