My Secret Love (BTOB: Yook Sung Jae)

Prologue

P R O L O G U E

"Where will you spend your vacation, Cal?"

I stopped typing on the keyboard when I heard someone talking at my back.

"I still don't know." I twisted my swivel chair to see that it was my boss, Alex Sevilla, who was talking to me. A smile flashed on my face.

He smiled at me too, "My dear secretary, why don't you come with me in Singapore?" He suggested.

Singapore? I'd like to, but I need some time alone.

"No, thank you, Sir. I want to be alone this vacation." I told him politely and turned to start typing in order to finish my last job.

"Are you sure?" He asked again.

I nodded without looking at him. I need to finish this right now.

"Yes, Alex. Don't mind me."

I heard his sigh, "Okay, fine. But call me if you'll change your mind." He lastly said before walking away.

My eyes followed him, he was going to his office while his hand rubbing the back of his neck.

Hahaha. Same old Alex.

I smiled again before going back to work.

Few hours have passed and I am almost finished. One last sentence, and.... Done!

I let out a deep breath before resting my back on the chair. Finally!

I closed my eyes. Well, that was tiring.

Hmm, Where will I go this time? US is so big. How can I know where to go?

I sighed and quickly stood up after openning my eyes.

Lemme check my box. Maybe I had plans when I was still young. Well, I'm still 23 years old, but I consider it OLD.

I was looking at the things on the box. There were pictures with me and my friends, teachers, and my family. I miss them so much.

I sighed again. When will I have enough money to comeback in the Philippines?

There were also things here from my childhood days. But the thing that cought my eyes was one notebook.

With curiousity on my face, I took it out and look at it carefully. It was a blue notebook with "Fangirling Memories" written on it.

My forehead crampled, What's this?

I quickly opened it and there, I saw my hand signature when I was just highschool or college. Messy and ugly.

I started reading the notes. Well, It was like a diary and a reminder mixed together.

"Hey, Future me! Remember me? I'm you ofcourse, 19 years old you. I made this just in case you-we forgot. But I really think I won't forget my boys, just in case though. 'Cause I know you-we, will be busy with our adult life.

Remember our fangirl moments? Everything here is written. So, at this moment, if you are reading this and forgot what I am talking about. Let me remind you, read until the end because every detail is importante to me, you and to us. Enjoy!"

Fangirl moments? Wait, what?

Behind the 'I don't understand' feeling. I flipped the page and continued reading.